You Only Live Once

Going Back to Old Life

I woke up to see my husband out of bed. After fussing with him yestarday I knew I wouldnt be able to see his ass in bed with me. But it okay with me because he think he gonna come home and get some of my pussy, I dont think so ,

After leaving the hospital yestarday I came home to think about alot of shit that had happen in my life. I always grew up with out my mother and father, My father died when I was 3 and my mother was a junkie so I never really had my parents around like other childrens.  I grew up around a lot of crack heads, dope fiens and junkies. My mother Aaliyah put me out when I was 14, so I been on my own scraping up dollars juss to survive, I never really had homegirls they was always a problem, wanna start shit , wanna fuss over niggas, and wanna fight. I told them bitches if they ever try play with me they would be 6 feet under. I was 15 when I got put into this life style, I was out doing what my girls doing now to make me some money, because I aint have nobody to take care of me. I found Wayne a few months after working in the strip club, I have gave him a private dance and it went more than that. He had me out sell my body, bringing in hundreds of dollars everyday. He was my first, I was living with him until my mother died 3 years later. Somebody had shot her in her head, rumor was that she had stole 45 once of coke, 60 bags of vicks and $56,000 from Wayne nigga B - boy, So I knew that nigga had to be the one to kill her buh Ima find out.

My name is Nicki Pearll but I got married to Christopher Brown 2 year ago. Im 23 and live in Beverly Hills living a good life. I never thought that this could happen to me, to grow up in a cruel childhood to now, married to a superstar. I thank God everyday because he have change my life, But I never knew that it would try to change as fast as it did yestarday, I thought I was losing every thing . I really wanted to have that baby, I had already had two miscareges with Wayne and Im kinda glad I did. But when I get my hand on this nigga im going to lay him out for what he did to me and my husband. My nigga Reke and Chop in Brooklyn right now lookin for his bitch ass now.