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♡。☆✼★━━━━━━━━━━━━★✼☆。

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。☆✼★━━━━━━━━━━━━★✼☆。

Felix had jinxed himself.

Like those low budget comedy movies where all the faults of the main character leads to their own demise. Like throwing a party and your parents come home early, finding you in a compromising position.

Those moments when the music that was once playing over a scenic daydream abruptly stops. Now replaced with the sounds if the real world replacing it. Silence loud and crickets a low hum in the air, with the bustling of people living.

Or maybe it was karma?

For avoiding the elder so fervently as if he was the plague. Like his touched burned and eyes that wandered would turn him to stone. Breathing only slightly on the solid surface of himself would crumble him into shards. Unfixable like a certain egg named humpty.

Whatever it was, it was all his fault and to be honest if he just took his feelings like a fucking adult and packed them up when needed he would be able to hold a normal conversation with the elder. But that was impossible.

Not only was he probably crushing too hard on the elder that barely knew him that he knew a lot about. To add to it he literally couldn't fucking speak. Knowing they don't really have any common ground to talk about as far as he knew.

He was like a glass overflowing, toppling over and cracking into tiny pieces. The pressure of his feelings too much to carry in a simple, limited container. Like paint dripping onto your favorite pair of shoes, or a slinky that stopped falling down the stairs in smooth strides. That feeling of lost time and empty enjoyment. As soon as shit hit the fans and you're frozen in shock over what to do, what you could do to make the situation better.

Changbin was reserved as well, never really opening up which by now would've been helpful.

Sure, Felix was a social butterfly himself but sometimes he wouldn't even try to make friends. It just happened. Because people approached him or opened up easily. Whenever he even waved at—a depressing attempt —Changbin the elder just nodded awkwardly and looked around as if he would rather be anywhere else than under Felix's gaze.

This was a big issue and Felix never faced such a hardship before this and to be quite honest he doesn't know what to do. How does he communicate with his exact opposite?

Changbin was a born and raised city kid.

His parents worked jobs that required them to be out of the house a lot of the time. He was the only child in their small apartment that sat on the 11th floor. One where his neighbors were his other family that checked in on him now and then.

From what Chan and his other friends told Felix. The city life was just something Changbin was always used to. Where he biked to school with his friends that left their own respective buildings in the project. Where the roads were busy and rarely was there smooth drive-byes as it was always full with traffic.

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