Swasan SS :"Another Chance At Happiness (Completed)"

Chapter 10 :"Short Lived Dream"

             Hi guys back with an update, hope it lives up to your expectations.

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                Swara was distracted she admitted ,the confrontation with Sanskar had drained her energy as her fear grew to realize he was not angry with her but gave up on her. If it was anger ,she could have apologized and tried to fix it but his actions were not due to hatred but rather the fear to love again. Yet the accident wasnt her fault, she didnt see the car till the last minute  and it was way past its speed limit that she couldnt avoid it , she was thankful that her injuries were just few scratches and a small cut that needed to be stitched in her arm .

           Swara didnt want to worry anyone so didnt call her family or Sanskar. So was surprised to see him standing looking terrified. His eyes roamed over her and only when he saw she was okay did he breath a sigh of relief and yet she felt the need to voice it out to dispel the last shreds of worry in his face

            " I am fine Sanskar, just few scratches and how did you know.. I didnt call anyone" she asked him as he still stood near the door refusing to enter, it was then she turned to see the doctor who treated her , who claimed it had been him who contacted her family. 

         " Can we talk a minute" the doctor spoke to Sanskar that it confused her , she was fine and didnt find any reason for the doctor to speak with Sanskar alone yet he left with the doctor after one long glance at her, she knew he wasnt happy that she got into an accident but it also showed in spite of his words ,he cared about her. 

                 When he returned after five minutes , he didn't say anything he just walked up to her and engulfed her in an hug. Just like that everything felt back to normal, She  was in his arms. and that  was all she ever wanted.  Swara knew he had been worried, must have been terrified but she was secretly relieved that it got the barrier between them broken  . When she got discharged ,she noticed he wasnt driving towards their home but rather towards his office . 

           Yet she didnt voice out the questions, thinking he must have left the work in the middle and may have some remaining work left to do before taking her home. She didnt mind, as she didnt get a chance to sight see before,  she was planning to do so now until he drove past his office and towards a apartment complex that she looked at him in confusion.

           " I had leased a apartment near the office" he answered her unasked question and her heart fell to realize he even took a house to be far away from her as if understanding the reason for her silence , he spoke up and clarified that he got the house long before her arrival which confused her more but she didnt ask him as she waited for him to speak on his own.

             " You reunited me with my  family against my wishes and then you left me against my wishes ,what did you think Swara  that just because I got my family back I would be at ease with them forgetting everything , i didnt but i had to stay behind because of laksh disappearance and adharsh bhai imprisonment .

        Because even though they didn't voice it out , I knew it falls on me to find Laksh and look after them because they may hate me but they needed me ,also i had my hands full with the company  until laksh returned ,Now I was free to walk away ,so I did and no I don't hate my family if that what you fear but I don't want to surround myself with them and continue to feel the resentment of their abandonment ." Sanskar answered back surprising her, yes bade maa and bade papa choose to side with laksh but it was six whole months and why the anger and resentment still she didnt understand . 

             Even then his family was in the house as well, how can he just choose to leave them as well she didnt understand but the most scared aspect of it was how could she except him to accept her as well.