Taehyung Imagines 💜

9 come back

"Honey. Are you okay?"
My mom asks

I was staring into space, as I held my coffee to ceep my hands warm. I'm with my mom at her house, since she wanted to talk.

"Yes. I'm fine... So what did you need to talk about?"
I ask

"Well... Um, the other night, my co-worker was driving on the bridge, and... She thinks she saw you on the edge of that bridge."

"I- I... Wasn't there..."
I said

"Are you lying? Because you have been seeming very upset, ever since you and Taehyung broke up. And that was like 3 weeks ago--"

"I'm fine now!"
I said

I stood up. About to walk out the door.

"Just... Get some rest. Okay?"
My mom said

I sigh and nod. I left her house and drove back to my apartment.
No. I'm not actually fine. My life feels like it's getting worse. And I can't stand it. I was at the bridge and I did try to end it all...
Me and Taehyung got into a fight about our time being together. We weren't really around each other so much. We decided to take a break.
I'll admit, I miss him.

I didn't try to end it all, just because of him. But because, my dad died 5 months ago. My mom hasn't been herslef so much. My work is stressing me, and I'm struggling with Taehyung and I.
I just hope I didn't officially loose him.

I got home and I lay on my bed trying to get sleep for work tomorrow. My phone went off but I ignore it and pull the covers over me. Closing my eyes.
But it goes off again.
So I decide to tell the person to leave me alone.
I grab my phone and look at the message.

Tae
Did you forget me?

Me
No...

Tae
Do you remember when we used to text each other all day?

Me
Mhm.

Tae
It hurts to remember how close we used to be.

Tears ran down my face from his sudden messages.

Me
How have you been?

Tae
Broken. Quiet. Regretfull.
You?

Me
Dead. Stressed. Regretfull.

Tae
I was so stupid, that i just realized, that no one can make me feel happy. Like you did.

Me
Did you find someone else?

Tae
No. I've been waiting for you to start loving me again.

I'll wait as long as it takes.

Me
I've never stopped. I tried but it was too hard.

Tae
I thought that I couldn't live without you. And I'm right.

I can't sleep without you in my arms.

Me
Can I tell you something, that no one else knows? I need to get it off my chest.

Tae
I'm here.

Me
The other night I tried to end my life. But couldn't...

Tae
Why?

Me
I couldn't bare the thought of not being able to see you.

He didn't text back anymore. I guess I scared him away. I probably shouldn't have told him that. I set my phone away and lay back down.
I cried softly to sleep.

.

I wake up by the feeling of someone beside me. Carressing my cheek as they sing softly.
A tear sheds from my eye as I see the sight of an angel. I could barley see him though. It was still dark out.

Taehyung wipes the tear away with his thumb. He lifts my chin a little and pecked my lips.
It felt like heaven. So much stress was released from my shoulders, just from that small kiss.
A few more tears shed. He comes in quickly and wraps his large arms around my small body.
I heard soft crying from him as his head laid on my shoulder.

"I miss you so fucking much."
He whispers through his cry

"I miss you--"

"Please, just let me come back to you."
He says

"I'd love that."
I answer

He sighs in relief.

"I'm not able to do anything without you. I can't eat, sleep, work."
He says

I pull back and cup his face, pressing my lips onto his, harshly. He grabs the back of my neck to kiss me deeper.

We pull back and press our foreheads together, and closed our eyes as I sigh.

"Did you really try to leave this world?"
He asks

I nod my head slowly

"Oh my fucking god."
He whispered

"If you were gone, I wouldn't be able to kiss you anymore. That would be torture!"
He exclaims

I smile at his comment. He lays us down and wraps his arms around me.
He pulls the thick covers over us. I was warm in his embrace. I held him tight as my face, snuggled into his neck. I peck his neck softly.
He smiles and held me even tighter.

"I... Don't want to lose you again."
He says

"You won't."
I said

"Y/n... Please marry me... Please!"
He says

I look up at him in shock.

"A-are you sure?"
I ask

He nods his head immediately. Looking straight into my eyes.

"I will!"
I exclaim

"Oh god! Now there is no way we could ever separate, again!"
He says excitedly

I giggle and peck his lips repeatedly.

"I want tons and tons of babies with you!"
He says