Ethma One Shots

Break Up // Part 2

{There will Be some self harm in this so if your not comfortable with this then please beware}
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Emma Pov
It's been about a month since Ethan broke up with me and I was mess.
He never told me the reason he broke up with me.
I've been staying at James' house and he's been really helpful with this.
At one point I tried to kill myself but at least James was there.
I've only had small talk with Grayson over the phone and that's it. The sister squad is basically over.
But people don't know that me and Ethan broke up, that's the whole reason the sister squad broke up.
Because you can't have an ex and an ex sitting next to each other making videos together because that would just be awkward. And people would notice the tension between me and Ethan.
Currently I was sitting on James' couch while he was at the mall with Ian.
James hid all sharp things in a place where I couldn't reach them.
I scrolled through Twitter on my phone and saw some hate comments.
I missed Ethan comforting me when I had panic attacks, when I was at my lowest moments, like now.

Your ugly, too skinny for me!

Eww what happened to Emma did she finally decide she wasn't good enough?

Emma's ugly. She should go kill herself.

She's fat

(No hate to Emma at all! She is a very pretty girl. Emma is perfect the way she is and doesn't need to change anything about her.)

Those were all the hate comments.
I felt numb I needed to feel something.
Tears brimmed my eyes.
I abruptly stood up throwing my phone back on the couch without bothering to turn it off.

I went to the medicine cabinet and cried my eyes out looking for something too help me escape.
Throwing things out of the cabinet not caring if I break something.

I found exactly what I needed,
A knife and medicine
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Sorry I haven't been posting a lot I just needed a break and I've been working on my Ethma book.
Requests are still open.
I will make a part 3.
Also next chapter will be more intense so beware of that, and that's all
Love you guys!