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9/9/19

Hello again, it seems I'm too lazy to write on "Hello", but I still want to write. Thus, I'm here.

Nothing too wild happened today, considering it's only Monday, but I can tell you a few things, I guess. 
Homecoming was on Friday. I only went to the after-party after the game, but I caught a bit of the end when our high school won. (Good for us? I don't really care about sports. At all.)
Anywho, I ended up spending most of the time with a group of three, me and two guys. 
One of these guys happens to be Nick, the guy we spoke of in the intro. 
Anyway, he danced exactly like a stereotypical white boy most of the time. I originally went with a girl (a friend), and we had agreed if there was a slow dance song, we would dance. 
And then she didn't want to.

I improvised, asking Nick to dance instead. It was incredibly awkward, considering we've been the kind of friends who send memes to each other for a while, but nonetheless it could've been much worse. Either way, I'm pretty much reverting back to whatever state I was in before I spontaneously asked him to dance. He joked about forgetting the weird dancing he did, but other than that he hasn't mentioned it, luckily. 

I'm the kind of person who likes someone and when the other person reciprocates feelings, I don't like them anymore. The slow dancing fueled whatever was there, and going to the dance with the girl ended whatever feelings I had for her. My ex-girlfriend could probably agree to this, too. I lost feelings for her a week into the relationship we established and I stayed in it for a few months, feeling like it was a chore to hang out with her at the bus stop after school. I ended up breaking up with her over text (It's not as bad as everyone makes it sound like) and I felt bad so I gave her her favorite candy the next day. Even if I was kind of a cowardly asshole, I tried to be as much of a 'gentleman' as I could be.
Even ladies can be gentlemen, my friends.

Enough with this bullshit feelings talk, let's talk about other stuff.
I was 'acting commander' in my JROTC class amongst other LET 1s and it was awesome. I practically had control over the classroom. It was a handful of students, but that's a start. 

Also a complaint, some people should know their friend's social media password, at least one of them. I keep trying to find someone's password and no dice. No one knows it. I'd try the best friend, but she'd tell them in a heartbeat. We'll just have to wait and see. 

Maybe I'll turn into Greyson from "Hello" and go full stalker mode. I think I've already hit that point though, heh.

Sweet dreams.