BNHA angst.

part 2 -- the goodbye

TW AGAIN-- this is literally just a suicide note.

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.The soft sobs from the male turned into full on sobbing, it finally hitting him that this may be the end. Finally. He grabbed His phone. He opened his phone and quickly made a group chat with the bakusquad, Momo, Jirou, Shinsou and Tsuyu. He always imagined this day, but he never imagined it would actually happen. 




"Whoever reads this:

I'm sorry i've been like this recently. I've been slowly stripped of everybody. I need to feel okay , this is my last option. I'm tired of being alone. Nobody cares enough to even say a simple "How was your day?". Nobody even talked to me at all, and isolation hurts, especially when you're both depressed and an extrovert. No matter how fucking hard i'd try, nobody would give a shit. I've tried. Some people talked to me about it, but then go. Other than you guys. I didn't know how to say this and i didn't want to seem stupid, but maybe now at lease one person will care? Maybe it's like this because of my past. Knowing that makes me feel worse.

I'm sorry i wrecked your day, but please don't do anything like i did. I'll be at peace, at least. This was one of those things where you just do it, without thinking, but i guess i messed that up, too. Like everything else it seems. But whatever, i won't fuck up too bad when i'm dead. Please please please, don't let people just leave this. I don't want to be forgotten. Like all the others. People are only remembered because they meant something. I tried to do something memorable but no matter how hard i tried i just couldn't. I want to impact something, anything but i can't, i know that. Participation trophies and last place will ever fix a broken heart, i hope you know that. 

I feel selfish for doing this, and i'm sorry to put you through this. I love you guys. "

Denki gasped. Panicking before he hit send. He was so anxious and so many things were racing through his head. Every possible thing that could happen. What it'd look like, sound like, everything.

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Hey. I'm sorry these are sorta messy and not too great but it's my form of coping. :/