in the night
they return
those words
those thoughts
they pollute my head
with bad ideas
they scare me
and i try not to fear anything
but the unknown
it scares me
my thoughts are constantly possessed with vile things
but the worst thing that is encompassed is the thoughts of
y o u
i never know what my thoughts will hold
i'm scared
so scared
the hot tears run down my face,
the stains sting my cheeks
i want them to leave
i want them to die
but these thoughts
especially the ones about you
they want me to die too
