My Alpha (僕だけのアルファ)

Chapter 5

After that day, Abe has been having lunch with the four males and even though he still mostly stayed silent and keep to himself, he has open up just a little. They know that he likes animals, takes advices to heart and they also found out why he is a lonewolf. "So.. Because of your shyness and fear of awkward atmosphere, you decided to just stay quiet and be alone?" Kishou said and Abe nodded. "Such a lame excuse." Kishou kept laughing and Ishibashi hit him on the back of his head.

"Gomenasai.." Abe muttered and Wakayama waved his hand. "You don't have to waste your apology on someone like him. Seriously.. This person have no tact." Wakayama sighed out. "Abe, why did that old geezer keep taking things out on you? Do you want to complaint? I can talk to him for you." Wakayama asked but Abe shook his head. "It's fine. Thanks Wakayama-san." Abe said while shaking his head. "Since.. It is true that i can't be compared to Fukushima-kun." Abe added with a pained smile on his face as his eyes remained downcast.

"Gomen.." Fukushima reacted and Abe quickly shook his head. "Ah. You don't have to apologize Fukushima-kun." Abe quickly said and Fukushima simply smiled. Abe then looked at the four males and smiled to himself. *It really has been a long time that i'm with people.* Abe thought. "Fukushima-kun.. Thanks.. For always inviting me for lunch." Abe suddenly said as they are walking to back to their office. "Huh? Ah. You don't have to thank me." Fukushima smiled. "I'm just happy you don't find me annoying." He chuckled and Abe let out a soft chuckle.

His smiling face caused Fukushima's heart to skip a beat and it made him blush slightly when he finally realized his feelings for the male sitting right opposite of him. "Abe! Can you pass this to Ishibashi in the Finance department?" His superior instructed and Abe nodded, taking the folder. *Wait.. Where is the Finance department located at again?* He wondered as he kept looking at the elevator. He could ask someone but because of his shy nature, he has a hard time approaching people he is not close to.

"Hmm? Abe? What are you doing standing around like that?" Wakayama greeted and Abe sighed out in relieve as he looked at him with the eyes of looking at a saviour. "Umm.. Wakayama-san. Wh-where is the Finance department?" Abe asked and Wakayama laughed. "On the third floor then turn to your right." Wakayama answered and left to his own department, not even waiting for his thank you.

"Umm.. Ishibashi-san." Abe said softly as he kept looking down while passing the folder to Ishibashi, not used to being in another department and even though no one is staring, he could feel their gazes. "Ah. Thanks." Ishibashi said as he took the folder. Just when Abe is about to leave, something dropped out of his pocket and Ishibashi reached out for it when he stopped abruptly. *Isn't this..* Ishibashi thought when it got taken away by Abe. "Pl-please don't tell anyone." He pleaded and Ishibashi nodded. "Just remember to take it. It will be a pain if it suddenly comes while working." Ishibashi advised and Abe nodded, appreciating his kind words.

"Mojo! What to do?! Ishibashi-san knows i'm an omega." Abe whined to his pet Pomeranian once he stepped into his apartment, leaving the bento on the table and his bag on the floor. "But i'm glad he will keep this a secret for me. Even though my heat is irregular.. I just hope it will never come. Why am i born as an omega? Just what is heat? Why must i suffer this?" He sighed as he laid on the floor, hugging Mojo, his only comfort and the only "person" that could make him feel secure.

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A/n: How are you guys liking the book so far? ^.^ I hope it's interesting enough to keep you guys wanting more ^^;