I woke up to my alarm blasting 'Last Night" through the speakers, rubbing my eyes lazily. I stated at the date.
Monday. School.
I could hear Ashton humming downstairs and stumbled into the kitchen, a dressing gown covering the drawings on my arms and legs. Looking up at me, he smiled and handed me a coffee. I smiled weakly and took a long, strong sip, slipping onto the settee.
"School today!" Ash said brightly, nudging my arm. Pain shot through my arm and I winced in pain. "Oh my god are you okay im sorry!" He suddenly said, hugging me. I nodded "im fine, I just....nudged a door lately to hard" I lied quietly, gulping down my coffee and running upstairs before he could question me.
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I plucked awkwardly at my school blazer as Ashton drove me to the school gates.
"See you after school okay? I might be like 10 minutes late, we're recording today but ill try my best" he aais chirpily as I tugged my bag out of the car. I plastered a smile on my face and nodded. "Bye!" I called as he drove away. Mt eyes flickered to the school clock towering over me. 8:56....SHIT!
I ran to my locker, as the seconds ticked by. I seriously didn't want detention first day back....
"IRWIN!" A voice shouted behind me, causing shakes to erupt through me. Determindly I tried to ignore Samanthas calls and headed to my locker but a hand firmly pushed me down.
"Please" I whimpered "leave me alone..."
"You shouldn't even be here..." samantha hissed in my ear. "Don't you get it yet? Nobody wants you. Kill yourself..." she said, throwing my bag into the lockers and pushing my head to the floor as their footsteps faded into the background. My hands shakily reached our as I started to assemble my books together.
"CHLOE IRWIN!" A voice called, making me jump "WHAT ARE YOU DOING OUT OF CLASS?"
"I...Im sorry sir...um...s...sorry" I mutter, running past a teacher to my form.class. 31 heads turn to stare at me.
"Ah, Ms Irwin....would you care to tell me why you're late?" My form teacher Miss Burke asked, adjusting her glasses.
"Um... Im sorry miss it's just...I...my brother...we were late...s. sorry it won't happen again" I stutter, running over to the spare desk. She sighs. "Just today...if your late again its a detention" she mutters, a sugh of relief escaping my lips. A finger harshly pokes my back.
"Just for today loser..." Samantha mutters.
"Sam, leave her alone for fucks sake!" Another voice hisses. My head lifts to see Ryan, his deep blue eyes concealed behind perdect golden waves.
"Shut up Ri...don't defend this waste of space...unless you wanna join her?" Samantha replies darkly. Ryans eyes widen slightly.
"Just leave her alone okay..." he mutters, turning around to read a book.
BRRRINGGGG
Automatically, all of the kids in my class get up and head to the door.
"Move!" Samamtha shouts in my ear, shoving me into the crowd, shrieks and moans filling the halls.
"Chloe!"
"Stop pushing!"
"Omf calm down!"
"Honey you need to chill!"
"Nerd..."
This is gonna be a long day...
Authors Note
So....hi? I'm Chloe and I'm kinda new to this...but yeah. Hope you like Broken Butterfly so far, I know its sad but it's a subject close to my heart. I feel self harm is so common today and needs to be understood by others, and I hope that this will enlighten that a little. I'm not gonna start pointing names or anything but the characters are based on real people (apart from 5SOS....they're just them...I mean Samantha and Chloe and Ryan)
This chapter kinda sucked, but its 2 in the morning so I don't even care.
BY THE WAY! I'm co-writing a Vamps/5SOS Fanfic with @iamanyamcvey called WildHeart, would be appreciated if you had a look!?
Have a hood day lovelies. Yes I said hood. No that's not a spelling mistake.
