Im GiViNg Up On LoViNg YoU

-MIXED FEELING-

JENNIE POV

i sighed as i look at my wallpaper's phone. shit... i still didn't changed it. its still me and lisa picture hugging each other.
why am i hating it when she avoiding me?
why am i hating it when she started to give her attention towards Jisoo.
i was a little worry.. i remember that jisoo told me something before when we were trainees

/trainees life throwback/

"ohhh looks at that thai girl. she's hot jen!" jisoo excitedly mentioned the girl that having a dance practice.
"jisoo can u stop? she not even know who the heck are you. so stop okay?"
"nahhhh, i sure that she will debut with us. i heard that YG will choose 5 of us including Miyeon.. if not mistaken okay."
"pffft, whatever unnie"
"jennie-ya"
"what else?"
"i think im fall in love with her."
"JISOOS CHRIST. WAKE UP YOU CHIKIN. SHE'S A GIRL ARRASEO?"
"yahhh! maybe she interested on girls too. who know right?"
"grrrrrrr"
as we talked, The Thai girl comes with Miyeon and another girl.

"Miyeon!!!!" jisoo shouted
"yah my ears is bleeding" Miyeon cover her ears.
"btw, let me introduced to both of you our new friends and our group mates... this is Lisa and this is rosé"
"wow" jisoo shocked again.
"can u talk korean's language?" jisoo asked them
"ne!!" Lisa and rosé exclaimed.
"carasseeo!!!" jisoo said.
jisoo started to smile until ears to ears since that days.

/ends of throwback/

me and lisa already break up. i guess it a perfect time for Jisoo to make her first move. stupid you jen.
but...
i loves kai right? so it's mean i shouldn't be mad at it. yeah right... i shouldn't mad
grrrrr
why are you ghosting me lalisa.
*sigh again*

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