SECOND CHANCE jikook ff (includes bts ships)

Miss You Mom

******college last lecture*****
Jimin was sitting with tae

Jungkook sat in ithe last bench alone cause some students bunked the classes
So there were some empty seats as well

But someone sat besides jk
His imaginary innerself of course 😂

Imaginary jk :(trying to kick tae) get out.... He is mine... You idoit....
Jk:(whispered) what the heck are you doing sit still

Imaginary jk: so when are you going to confess him

Jk: never...
Imaginary jk: why???
Jk: you exactly know why?? You are the only one who exactly knows my past... My secrets

Imaginary jk: jungkook you are not thinking about that are you???
Jk: concentrate on class

Imaginary jk : it wasn't your fault jk......
Jk: focus on the class
Imaginary jk:whatever happened was destined... You didn't do anything stop blamimg yourself
Jk: i am fine
Imaginary jk: that day...... When she said but for now i'll have to go.. Bye... She also said one more thing... Remember jk... She said it wasn't your fault... Jk.... Please ignore all of this... We somehow came out of that guilt together... Don't do that please.... To yourself... Have mercy on yourself...!!!
Jk:CAN YOU PLEASE SHUT THE FUCK UP?????

jk screamed in the class
Everyone turned their heads towards him with confused expressions
The prof too was startled

Prof: is that how you talk to your teacher jungkook???
He thought that jungkook told him to shut up

Jungkook knew he messed up

He took his bag and came out of his seat
Jk :sir i am extremely sorry for the way i screamed... I didn't scream at you... I screamed at my own internal thoughts
Sir please spare me i am not in the right state of my mind
I can't attend the class
I need to go sir
I am really sorry for my behaviour in class

Yg rm jin jimin were worried a little
The class too wondered at jungkook's sudden outburst

Jungkook was leaving when

Prof:stop right there jungkook!!!

Jk turned towards thr prof

Prof : you are not in your right state of mind... You might need a counsellor... I can dismiss the class right now and you can talk to me jungkook

***the prof was the college counselor as well because of his friendly nature with students so that students could share with him anything that was bothering them ***

Jk:no need i am fine

Prof: no... I insist.. Please
Jk:i said i am fine
Prof kept his hand on jk's shoulder

Prof : you are the college's pride jungkook.....i care for you.... Please... Tell me what's bothering you!!

Jk: you don't have to worry.. I'll sort this out myself.. I need to go

Prof : are you going to the graveyard????? Are you missing your mom like always?????

Jk'eyes widened at what prof had just said his eyes became red and tears started flowing down

*** jk had been to the prof for counselling in 3rd year 1-2 times to share his thoughts and feelings but he couldn't tell much
He just had confessed to him that he lied about not missing his mom.... He lied that he had no memories of his mom.... But the truth was something else *****

The whole class was shocked when they heard this
Yoongi and
Rm were shocked to death

Jimin too was surprised because jk had told him that he didn't miss his mom
Lisa tae hoseok were also worried for jk now

Jk looked at yg and felt sorry for hiding the truth from him

Prof:look jungkook i know i had promised not to tell this to any one but people who love you need to know this because only they will bring you out of that shell

Jk felt betrayed
He jerked the prof's hand and was about to leave the class when prof held his hand tightly bringing him back

Prof: i am afraid that you will try to cut yourself again......

The whole class went silent

** prof once had accidentally noticed the cut on jungkook's hand and had asked him about that but jk didn't tell him the reason.. He said he was frustrated that's it **

Jungkook felt real betrayed

He looked at yg who was hella shocked and was trembling

Jk:[ in low yet firm voice] {looked straight into prof eyes} THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A SECRET

jungkook jerked off prof hand and hurriedly left the class

Prof: JUNGKOOK!!!!!!
any friend of jungkook... Please go behind him....... In case he does something bad to himself i am afraid
***the bell rang ***
Yg, rm tae, hobi, jin, lisa, jimin all of them went behind

All the students from different classes came out which lead to a huge crowd

So all of them who were going behind jk had to slow their pace

Jk was nowhere to be found in the college

Jimin: graveyard!!! He might be there!!

All nodded and started their journey towards the graveyard

*******at the graveyard *****
Jungkook sat beside his mom's tomb

Jk kept a bouquet of smeraldo flowers on the tomb
Jk: how you are doing? I met dad on the way... I forgot it's his sleeping time... He was tired i guess...

Hey don't worry i know i am allergic to these flowers but you love them right???
I took medicines.. I am fine... I won't be itchy

Hey look i brought my guitar today... You wanted to hear me sing right??

I prepared a song for you... I hope you like it..
Jk held the guitar and started singing turn to you by Justin bieber
***I'LL JUST ADD FEW LINES
[[[[YOU GUYS CAN SKIP THE LYRICS IF YOU WANT TO ]]]

So when you're lost and you're tired
When you're broken in two
Let my love take you higher
'Cause I still turn to you
I still turn to you
I still turn to you

Then you found the Lord
You gave your life to Him
And you could not ignore
The love He had for you
And I wanted more of your heart
I don't know what I'd do if you left me
So please don't go away
Everything that you are is who I am
Who I am today

I still turn to you

They all had reached the graveyard and were searching for jk

The graveyard was quite huge and yoongi hadn't been here recently so he forgot the route but then they heard jk singing so they all rushed there

They saw him sitting there singing... They kept themselves at a distance not to ruin
mom-son time

Jk stopped singing

Jk: you like it?? I practised a lot since you had asked me!!! I hope i didn't disappoint you

All were teary seeing jungkook like that

Now jk kept the guitar aside se and stared at the tomb

Yg and rm went to jk and sat beside him

Rest of them too wanted to go but jin stopped
Jin:he might not spill his heart out if we all go

So they saw from a distance itself
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That's it for the chap
A sad chap but yeah
I know you guys are expecting more of jikook but please have patience... I want to write a good story line and jk is the centre here so... I have to... Keep giving feedback... Bbye