SECOND CHANCE jikook ff (includes bts ships)

I Killed Them

Yoongi and rm sat beside jungkook

Jungkook sensed their presence
He did not look at them

Yg:jungkook~ah?

Jk:12 august 20XX.....mom and dad came to pick me up from the school in the car

I didn't know as it was supposed to be a surprise
I saw the ice-cream vendor on the opposite side of the street
I had saved money to buy ice-cream after school
When the gate opened i blindly rushed across the street to buy an ice-cream
Mom saw  me running she came running after me as she was worried... I reached the ice-cream vendor safely only then i heard mom screaming my name
I turned around
She was running towards me

She was in the middle of the street
And then a huge truck came at full speed and ran over her right in front of my eyes
The truck driver applied brakes but it was too late the truck tilted and crashed over our car
Dad was in the car

****jk turned to face yoongi **
His eyes were red

I KILLED THEM HYUNG!!!!

** yoongi was shocked at what jungkook said.. He didn't know the manner of accident... He thought it was a normal car accident but when he heard the story from jungkook his eyes widened***

Yg:jungkook ~sii?

Jk: I KILLED THEM HYUNG

*yoongi saw a murderer's guilt in jk's eyes *

Yoongi was shook not because of the way his mom dad died but because jungkook blamed himself for their death... He was just 8 years old.... He was not at fault but he lived all these years blaming himself for their parents death

Yoongi immediately wrapped his arms around jungkook and brought him closer to his chest

Yg: it wasn't your fault kookie..... Don't blame yourself for their death
Please...!!!! You did nothing wrong..... Baby please

**jungkook clutched onto yoongi's shirt and started crying his heart out
He screamed between the sobs
His eyes were red and the tears kept flowing down his cheeks and wet yoongi's shirt **

Jk: (looked up to yoongi) I am sorry hyung.. I Killed your parents... I didn't mean to
If i knew they were there instead of running to the ice-cream vendor i would have run straight into her arms

I didn't know hyung
Forgive me hyung please

Yg hugged him more tight and was crying
Yg:it wasn't your fault kookie

Jk: hyung!!.. (wiping his tears) hyung.... I tried to call them back... Thay are not coming... They are sleeping in this dirty fucking graveyard... (again wiping his tears) Hyung you are their favorite child.... I know..... You call her back... Please she will listen to you hyung... Please.

Yg: shh shhh   stop crying (patting his back)
Jk:I cannot live without her... I miss her hyung... I miss her........ I miss her lullaby. I miss her cooking.. I miss her voice... Hyung please try no. Once... Call them back please hyung..... Please.. I remember all her memories... She was my secret sharer. Hyung..... I love her... You did everything for me right.. You love me right??? Please call her back.... I didn't mean to kill them hyung......... (low voice) hyung call them.. Bring her back.

**Jungkook fainted**

Yoongi and rm were shocked

Rm:hey kook (patted his cheeks)

Jin, jimin, tae, hobi and lisa came running toward them
Jimin was worried
He sat down on his knees.. He quickly rubbed jk's arms
Jm: jungkook~~sii.... Wake up.. Please

Jin : pick him up we need a doctor

Everyone nodded

Jungkook was heavy but somehow they managed to put him into the car

Jk 's head was on yoongi' lap

Jin was driving
Rm sat beside him
Jimin was holding jk's hand all the time and sat on the car floor crying and trying to wake him up

Lisa tae hobi went in another car

*****hospital ***

Jungkook was rushed into the ward...

[The doctor was their family doc]

Yg: doctor please look after my brother (crying)

Doc: calm down don't worry.... He'll be fine.

*after the check up doc came out*

Yg:what happened is he fine??
Doc: we need to talk come in my cabin

All came forward

Doctor seeing all of them crying and worried asked all of them to come inside

He sat on the chair and pulled out an old file.
Yg and rm were sitting on the chair while the rest of them stood

Yg:doc??
Doc: child mental trauma!!!
Kids who see very unusual or wrong things often suffer with this
Jk had seen his mother die right in front of his eyes... So... Yeah....
When that accident happened they were brought here and i saw jungkook was all shocked
I sensed that this 8 year boy needed help... I asked him to share his feelings but he refused to speak so i had to hypnotise him

This is some of things he confessed (handing over the file to yoongi)

**yoongi read those things **

Jungkook's confession

1.I ran to her... She was in blood... She was alive.. She was breathing... She held my hand and whispered that she wanted me to become a singer and handed me a paper from her bag
It has the lyrics of a song named EUPHORIA

2. She was my only secret sharer
Now that she is gone i have nobody i can rely on

3. She said "but for now i'll have to go.. Bye" before she left my hand and left me forever!!!!

4.I killed them
Jungkook confession ended

I treated him and he was all fine
But i guess something happened
Again in his life

A major loss or something
A fear of letting go a person maybe and blaming himself

Did anything happened???

All of them looked towards lisa

Lisa was guilty

Jin:lisa and jungkook broke up and then jungkook went all dull
She left to thailand and only now she is back

Doc(to lisa) what did you say in the last when you broke up with jungkook??

Li: i don't exactly remember
Maybe.. I might have said i'll have to go.. Bye beacuse i was getting late for my flight... I guess..

Doc:(heavy sigh) that's exactly what jk's mom said before she died

Yg:what do we do now??

Doc: he is afraid to lose people he loves... He is afraid to hurt them... He is refraining himself from trusting people.... And getting closer to them.... He is afraid he might lose them too
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That's it for this chap
Next chap in a few hours.
I know this ff is getting tragic but everything will end up nice cause we all love happy endings right?