Just A Glimpse...

From You To Me

From You To Me

I have sat back and remembered all the times we had and memories we shared, all the jokes and laughs. There were times I thought that you were one of the best friends I could ever have because you was there for me when no one else was. You told me about your fears and all those fantasies and stories inside your head and I felt so honoured and privileged to be the person you confided in.

Maybe that's when in all started or maybe it was before that, before I even realized how much I had fallen for you. You told me you'd be there for me and you proved it more times then I could count. I called you my superhero and you were there to always save the day.

From glances and eye rolls in class to secret nicknames and stories that only the two of us knew. Before you I felt like it was just little old me against the world but then you came along and filled me with hope. You came along and made me trust and fall again. Maybe the word again is the wrong word to use because yes you weren't my first crush but you were my first love.

We were a team, the friends that everyone thought were dating. Acting like a married couple and the craziest of friends at the same time. The mixed signals and signs that had me wondering for days if you truly liked me or not despite the confirmation that your actions gave me every time we spoke.

Then came the faithful day when it all changed. They say that everything changes and that change is good. But if change is what took you away from me then where's the good in that?

I spent these last few weeks thinking back on what we had and missing you. But I realize now that it's not you I want back. I want my superhero back not the you that you became. One of the last proper conversations we had was you telling me that you've been forced to change who you are, that my superhero is dead so why can't I stop missing and wishing for my superhero who shall never return.

The thing is I know that in your eyes it went from us to just you, but to me things just went from you to me.