Dear diary, sincerely me

Volleyball

      Dear diary,

      It's been nearly a week at school and volleyball tryouts and to be honest I don't know if I'm going to get on the team.
  The coach told us that last year she had a whole team of people that didn't know how to serve or even play so we don't know if she's looking for the best players or not. Not to brag but I think I'm a decent player. I mean I can serve at least
   Anyways the first thing we did today was run 4 laps around the court which I did fine with. But then we had to do a bunch of exercises that mostly involved with squatting. Of course my legs started giving out and I fell on my but when I was in squat position and of course I was in the very front so the coach saw it. At that point I was pretty sure I screwed up.
After a bunch of other exercises and my thighs dying we got to actual volleyball.
    I did a bunch of good serves and the coach put me in a group with a few other girls that I've noticed that served very well as well.

At the end of practice the coach made us all get in a circle and I thought she was going to pick her team but she made some of the girls sign a piece of paper. She started pointing at a bunch of girls saying "you can leave" me being one of them. I was really confused cus that was all she said to us not "hey you all did good but these are the people that made the team",  but apparently according to one of the other girls that's been on the team for years she didn't actually pick her team yet but the list was to get some girls shirt size and there's one more tryout day which is tomorrow.
     So either way it's not looking good for me and at this point I don't know whether I should go tomorrow or not. But like what else can I do to make the team. She could just want another team that don't know how to serve, which makes no sense at all especially since their first game is supposed to be in 2 weeks or so.

Well I guess I will update tomorrow if I made it so I'm going to hope that I can impress her and make it to the team but we will see.

                                          Sincerely,
                                                      Me