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~Two years later~

I was content. I’ve with Kacchan for two years now! I was loving life. I was happy, as long as I had Kacchan by my side! Our 2 year anniversary was coming up in two days! I was walking back from Uraraka’s. I got to our house and I walked in. I looked around and didn’t see Kaccahn. I went to the living room. I saw him asleep on the couch. I smiled and went over to him. I straddled his lap and kissed his neck. I then licked over his scent glands. Taking in his beautiful scent. I felt him lift his head. I almost gagged as he mumbled “Kirish-Izuku.. Hey babe.” He looked like he broke a sweat. I looked at him with a confused look. I then got off him. I saw him just watching me. I felt my stomach churn. Did he just almost call me Kirishima? I sat there lost in thought until I felt him wrap his arms around me. I looked up at him, maybe I heard wrong.. He nuzzled my head and said “I missed you, you have fun with Uraraka?” I nodded and felt a smile from my face. Yeah, I heard wrong. I then kissed his forehead and then said “Yep. What’d you do today?” He sighed and put a cute pouty face on and said “Sat here and waited for you. Bored.” I smiled and said “Well, I’m here now..” I saw him smirk as he picked me up and over his shoulder as he ran to the staircase “Eeek, Kacchan! What are you doing?!” I said trying not to laugh. The open our door and then threw me on the bed. I felt a familiar feeling wash over me. I couldn’t say anything before Kacchan was on me, kissing me and my neck. “Ka-Kacchan-” But he cut me off. He pulled my shirt off and that’s when I couldn’t help it. I felt tears start falling down my face. Sobs shaking my body. I felt Kacchan stop and then  get off me. I sat up and kicked my way to the wall. I tried to get my breathing under control. I saw Kacchan was watching me. He slowly came over to me. I lifted my arms and cover my head and face. My destress scent wafting off of me. I finally opened my eyes and looked up at Kacchan, still having my arms around me. I saw he was frozen to the spot. I then said softly “I’m-I’m sorry.” I then heard something that shocked me. He was.. chuckling. I just stared, tears threatening to fall even faster. I just flinched as Kacchan then yelled, pure hurt dripping off of his voice as he looked away and said “Two fucking years. Two years and you still can’t even let me fucking touch you! With out having that fucking episode every time!” I was shocked, he should know better than anyone why I can’t. I then just looked down and said almost a whispered “I-I’m sorry, I-I can’t help it..” Then he shook his head and walked over to his dresser. He grabbed a jacket and his keys and said bluntly “I’m heading to Kirishima’s.” Then slammed the door abruptly. I felt myself shaking. I calmed myself down. I sighed and got up. I was still shook up. Maybe I can make it up to him. I walked out of our bedroom and went down to the kitchen. I was going to make his favorite, spicy rice. I got a pan out and put it on the stove. 

Time skippppp~

I was almost finished. It had been awhile since Kacchan left. I then checked for some peppers. We didn’t have any. I grumbled and then grabbed my jacket and walked to the door. I paused. Ever since it happened.. Kacchan said not to leave unless he or someone I could trust was with me. I thought about it for a second.   Then I heard Kacchan’s voice in my head saying ‘With out having that fucking episode every time!’ I then opened the door and walked out, putting my hood up and I walked as fast as I could, well, as fast as you can look normal. I got to the store and grabbed the peppers and went to check out. I paid and started my walk back to myself. I was walking back went I froze. Disgust filling me. I was standing there trying not to barf. I saw Kacchan. He was outside of his car door m-making out with Kirishima. He had parked down the road from our house since I was not far from our house. I then started to walk again staring intently at the ground. Tears falling from my chin as I turned up our sidewalk. I walked up to the door. I stopped and looked back at them. Now Kacchan was talking to Kirishima. He had that smirk I loved on his face. Then I saw him look up and at the house. Our eyes met. My teary ones and his shocked ones. I then turned back to the door and walked in. I sat the peppers on the table. I had the rice sitting on the table for when I got back but now I couldn’t care less. I started to go up the stairs when I heard the front door open and shut quickly and a worried “Izuku?!” I kept walking up the stairs. I could smell the Kirishima’s wafting up to me and I then heard footsteps coming up the stairs and arms wrap around me. I just sobbed. I felt Kacchan shaking as he breathed heavily. I then managed to get enough air to say “W-Why?” I felt his shaking become even more short as he said “Look, It’s not-” I lost it after that. I ripped out of his arms and yelled, “What! It’s not what it looks like! I know what I saw! You had your tongue down his throat Kacchan!” I saw his eyes widen and then he got a hard angry look on his face as he said “Yeah, maybe I was! I’m a guy Izuku! An alpha! I need things and you won't even let me touch you!” I felt tears swell as I yelled “I was loyal at least! How long! H-How long..” I felt my head drop as I hid my face from his that covered my teary face. I then heard him say “This is the only time.” I bit my lip in anger and then lost it and said “You know what! Fuck you! Fuck you Kacchan!” I ran up to him and hit his chest, over and over as hard as I could, I got quiteter “F-Fuck you..” I then said “Your a piece of shit! I-I hate you!” I then felt Kacchan shove me and yell “Oh? I'm the bad one, huh? Well how about you go fuck some other guy! Or maybe they’ll fuck you! Your a fucking slutty whore! At least Kirishima isn’t a nasty slut! You don’t even have your virginity! And it sure as hell wasn’t taken by me! But you would know that, wouldn’t you!” I stared at him. Even my tears stopped as he sat there with regret washing over his face as he started “I-I didn’t mean that, Izu, look at me.. I’m so-” I then screamed at him “Don’t touch me! Don’t Fucking touch me!” I said as I backed away from him. My heart shattering. I could feel myself shaking without me telling it to. I couldn’t believe his said that. He then tried once more to try to apologize but I yanked my arm back and stared at him like he just killed my pet. I saw his lip tremble as he tried to say, “I’m s-” I then yelled, “Stop! You just hurt me like I would never imagine. So don’t fucking say anyhting to me. I-I hate you!” I then shoved past him and down the stairs. I ran to the door and started to run down the road away from the house but I was soon tackled by Kacchan as he said “You idiot! Your scent is going wild right now! You’d get eaten alive!” I just layed there wishing I was somewhere else as I sobbed the wet tears on my face making the dirt on the ground to clump and stick to my face. I felt Kacchan start to shake. I knew why though. He was crying. I then said, with all the venom in my voice as I could muster and said “Get off me. I’m a nasty slut remember? So get off me.” I felt Kacchan sigh and a sad voice say “I didn’t mean that.” I then felt myself chuckle as I sobbed and said “Oh, really.. So that makes it all better, right.” I then ripped myself out of his arms and stand up as I started walking away from our house and a Kacchan scrambling to get up. He started to follow me as I walked down the street. I then said “Don’t try to follow me, use this time i'm gone to have some fun with Kirishima.. Since i'm not enough.” Disgust dripping off my voice. Just saying and thinking it made me want to gag. I then turned and looked at Kacchan. I had tears rolling down my face. He stared right back at me. I shook my head and  said “We’re over Katsuki.” I saw his eyes widen and tears brimmed in eyes. I then started to walk into the night. Not even caring where I ended up. I just wanted to be away from Kacchan. Kacchan and Kirishima now, should I say. Goodbye Katsuki. 

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