It's stupid how today was supposed to be great but now it sucks.
I woke up in a great mood, went to my Jr. high had a great time but I returned to hell. Or really to my normal self, I didn't want to go back to crying each night, with my so called friend hating me.
"Hey do you have any....?" I said hesitant.
"Weed? No smoked it all." I could see her moving away from me, her head turned the other way. I knew she hated me, I had walked out on her, it was understandable.
I walked away, what else was I suppose to do? All I wanted to do was die..I couldn't go through this alone...I was going to suffer, she left me in the dark. But what people don't know is I was the reason why she wanted to leave the world too.
"How many cuts do you have?" Wonder who asked this.
"I'm clean." lie, I wasn't 48 hours clean. I slept with a tissue on my wrist, I cried the whole night.
I needed her but she does done with me. I needed her but I had lost her. I needed hope but it's pretty much gone.
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