No just No

Unraveling

It was all coming apart so fast.

"What the fuck are we working for?!"

"Stop"

The screaming, the tears and the pain.

"We've come so far!!! And what? You just give up?!"

It was like the bricks under my feet were coming out.

"I know im being stupid!"

We were both screaming at each other. I was being stupid but so was he!

"Please come back"

"What the hell was all that hard work if all we're going to do is throw it in the dirt"

No...no...no...it went too far...this was a whole new mess, a new disaster. I had no idea what to do! I could feel the warmth of the tears going down my face, it was like a hug on my face, it was comforting. I lay in my bed, no sheets or blankets to give me warmth; it was starting to become winter and the only way to stay warm was to curl in a fetal position.

"Why?!"

Ya not only did i fuck up but i was reminded. Why couldn't i just go to sleep and never wake up? Everyone would be happier.