Forever (Originally a Tumblr fanfic)

Chapter 12

My P.O.V:

I was cuddled up on the couch and gazing at my Chantilly diamond colored ring. It was absolutely gorgeous. It must have cost Harry a fortune, I thought. He came around and sat on the couch with his arm laid around me. I put my head in his lap, still gazing at the ring. “You didn’t have to you know.” I looked at his green eyes. “But I needed to, love.” He kissed my nose affectionately. I kept thinking to myself, How do I deserve this? He kissed my hand and I look him in the eyes. “How do I deserve this?” I asked, seriously. “Your kidding.” He looked me in the eyes with the most adorable expression, it couldn’t even be explained. He laid back in the couch longways and allowed me to cuddle with him. I covered him up with my warm blanket and he got cozy, nuzzling into my neck.

Harry’s P.O.V:

I was out later than I was supposed to be.. I was only supposed to be out til around 11, but it was 1am now, and I was sure that Madi was not going to like me in the slightest the next day. I had too much to drink. The familiar smell of the drink and the pressure put on my head was too much. I felt my heavy head lifted when someone came and sat next to me. “Oh hey,” She said, and I turned to see a pretty girl sitting next to me. I was drunk, and next thing I knew I was making out with her. I pulled away when I realized what I had done. “CRAP.” I yelled. I ran off. The paps caught it all. “Shit..” I muttered under my breath. I went home and fell in a daze. I toppled on to the couch. Louis heard me. “You need to stop. Knowing you, you made a mistake that will probably ruin you and Madi’s relationship.” I nodded. He knew me too well. He sighed. “Might as well tell her yourself, before the paps do.” I rose, “Wait whaa…” And I passed out. I awoke to find an upset face staring at me. “What the hell.” She said. I got up. She was wearing a t-shirt but no shorts. She looked at me with disgust and walked out of the room, grabbing keys and her purse. “Wait..” But I dozed again. When I awoke, I went to the girls room to play with them. But I noticed they were gone. “Lou, where’s the girls?” I asked, scared. He shook his head at me. “You screwed it up. Again. She took off with them and said she won’t be back for a while.” I felt my face get hot.

My P.O.V:

I knew it. It was all too good to be true. Darcy started whining. Oh, it’s okay Darce, we’ll be there soon!” I pleaded her to stop crying until we got there. I sighed. Boy band drama was too much for me. I felt my phone vibrate. It was a text from, “Haz♥”. I still haven’t changed his name… I’m not going to either. It said, “Babe, I’m so sorry. Please bring the girls back and let me apologize correctly. x.” I sighed and texted back, “Sorry Haz. I’d rather spend a little time away from each other for a bit. I am highly upset with you. I’m going to go stay with my friend, Presleigh for a bit.” I sighed. I pulled into Pres’ drive, and knocked and asked for her help with the twins. “MADI!” She yelled, pulling me into a warm embrace. I laughed. We got the girls in, and she already had their room set up. “It’s only temporary, I hope,” I sighed. “Madi, I’m sure he didn’t mean it. I’m not saying for you to forgive him, because I wouldn’t either.” She said. I put the girls in their cribs.

Harry’s P.O.V:

I can’t believe she just left. Like that. Gone. Out of my life. It finally hit me. I hit the door with my fist, my breath quickening. I knew that she didn’t mean forever.. did she? I looked over and over at that text. She called me Haz.. I smiled at myself, but then realized I shouldn’t be. I texted her again. “I’m sorry. I miss you. I miss us cuddling in the bed and holding each other for warmth. I realize our love isn’t a game. It’s nothing to be played. I have no idea what was going through my mind at the time. I’m sorry. I love you.” The reply was almost instantaneous. “Babe, I miss you too. But what you did was unforgivable.” “Can I at least come over tomorrow and see the girls?” I replied, starting to weep. “Of course.” She said. And that was that.

My P.O.V:

It was the next day, and I felt like a teenager again. A guy from a boy band coming to visit me to see his kids that he had with me. No big deal. I just started freaking out, but then realized it’s just Harry. Hazza. My fiancee. I put my hair up in to a bun, and waited for him to get here. When I heard the doorbell ring, I held Darcy, getting ready to hand her over to him. I opened the door. “Hey..” He said, smiling. I couldn’t help but smile back. The feelings I felt were all washing back over me. We locked eyes, and I turned away and sighed. “Here’s Darcy,” I said, handing him Darcy gently. Our hands touched gently, and I felt the electricity again. He held her close. I walked away, escorting him to the living room where the girls were playing, when he grabbed my hand. “Don’t do this,” He whispered, eyes watering. I shook my head and continued for the living room. Presleigh was sitting on the couch playing with Rachel. “This is Haz-Harry Styles.” I said. “I know, pleasure meeting you..” She said, her eyes wide as she shook hands with him. I sat on the floor, playing with my baby girl as she threw a block across the room. It hit Harry’s leg. He crawled over, trying to be cute with her. It was working.

Harry’s P.O.V:

This was not happening. I was sitting with my fiancee with our two daughters and I wasn’t allowed to touch her, kiss her, feel her breath on my neck. I could die inside. She told me she was going to take a shower and if I could watch the girls. I said of course and I remembered when we used to take showers together. I wiped my eyes. I was not going to cry right now. No way. Not yet at least. I heard something besides the water, and Presleigh was playing with the girls so I walked upstairs to hear Madi singing again, like the night I proposed:

Shut the door, turn the light off,

I wanna be with you,

I wanna feel your warmth.

I wanna lay beside you, my judgements clouded, like tonight’s sky.

I felt my heart breaking. I decided to finish with a harmony.

If we could only have this life, for one more day.

If we could only turn back time…

And then she joined me.

You know I’ll be, your life, your voice, your reason to be.

My love, my heart, is breathing for this, Moment in time,

I’ll find the words today, before you leave me today.

She opened the shower with me standing there, with tears in her eyes.