WAS IT WORTH IT? II YOONMIN II

TRUTH UNTOLD

||JIMIN'S POV||

Sweet-smelling rain-washed darkness, sky freckled with stars. Smudgy illumination of a lamppost, sky sprinkled with stars.

The sun has gone to rest, the moon takes his place as the darkness begins to surround me. I like the night, it hides my flaws, my imperfections, the scars burned into my flesh, the stabs of sadness left behind. The moon guides me through the night. His calming presence makes me slowly close my eyes, my body quietly switching off, but he lets my soul run free. I can do the things I would never be allowed to do when the sun is out. I can do whatever I want...as my worries, my thoughts, silently burn into smoke as they wander through the endless night once more.

Jungguk is always hungry somehow and I have no idea how can a human eat so much so we had to halt at a convenience store to grab some food. I decide to stay in the car with Suga hyung. I haven't talked to him since morning and I knew even he wants to talks to me. Everyone went out and I asked Tae to grab some food for me.

'Hyung, are you okay?'

Jiminie, I should be the one asking this. I'm sorry I couldn't ask properly in front of everyone else.

'Hyung I want to confess something, something really important.'

'What it is Jiminie?'

'I think you should wait until we reach home for that confession.'

'Yah! Park Jimin.'

All of them return with bags full of food and other things. Tae returns to his seat beside me but JK decides to sit with Jin hyung at the last seats so he has to exchange with Jooni hyung. I wonder why but yeah let it be.

Everyone was sitting in pure silence. I had no clue where was the road going to end. I had no idea what was our next destination but one thing was sure I wanted this night and path a little bit longer. I slowly closed my eyes in the silence and rest my head on Tae's shoulder.

||TAEHYUNG'S POV||

It was weird at first but every day I fell in love with the idea of falling in love. It was unpredictable and crazy but I loved it. When I first saw him at standing with all the hyungs I didn't notice him, not more than a fellow trainee anyway, but soon it was different. His eyes weren't just dark brown they had light flecks in them and his arms were bulging with veins and his smile was the best and as he started to tell us his little stories and I fell for him. I knew he was the one for me.

Seeing him made my heart twirl. Hearing his voice made my stomach flutter. I can't help but feel this way about him. His eyes, those deep eyes that could tell a whole story just by looking at them. And the way he moves. He trots along, effortlessly looking handsome. I stop to look at him and admire his perfection. I remember his hands brushing against my hand as we walk down. He is like my heaven and when I am around him I feel as if I just get a little bit happier.

Jimin was so proud of his hair but it wasn't the best thing about him. I fell in love with his smile, so striking that it was the only thing I can ever see on. But he barely noticed it. I could drink on his words like a strong wine and enjoy feeling tipsy.

My skin tingled where he touched me and my heartbeat erratically in my chest so hard that I thought it might fly out. There were butterflies - no, lions - in my chest, but it felt good. I finally admitted to myself what I knew all along, but was too afraid to admit it: I liked him. A lot. And I wanted to be with him

I watched him like he had the stars in his hands and soft petals at his feet. I wanted to wrap him in my arms and never let go. But first things first, I had to ask him how he feels about me, I have to ask does he actually share the same emotions as me. He means more than a friend to me and I love him more than that.

Hobi hyung turned on to FM and for a surprise, my favourite song hitting the current situation was on. I can not take my eyes off from Jimin either my thoughts rushing endlessly about him. I tried to break down how this song is so perfect to my situation at this moment.

[Song: TRUTH UNTOLD by BTS]

"You know that I can't
show you me,
give you me,
the weaknesses that I
hide you can never see
I'm wearing a mask again so I can see you
but I still want you"

"I've no idea whether Jimin has the same feelings for me as I've for him. I can't show him how I really feel about him even when I'm dying to tell him how much I'm in love with him. I tried to be a friend even when I can't hold my feelings anymore, I'm tired of wearing this mask of a friend but how to say I love you more than that".

"I am afraid
I am shattered
I'm so afraid
That you will leave me again in the end
Once again I put on a mask and go to see you"

"I'm afraid what if I say my feelings but you don't feel the same about me, what if you start to have a distance from me. I'm afraid what my feelings might do to our present relationship. I might break down if you leave me if I tell you ever how much you mean to me, how you are more than just a friend to me. I'm trying to keep this mask on and I'm trying to love you as much as I can without waiting for the same because I know if I tell you, I might lose you".

I give him a smooth side hug, just to cuddle him a little more, his soft skin rub against mine again and can't help but softly said how much I love you, little did I wish he listened to my confession but I was too afraid. I confess the sin under my breath, 'I love you Jimin, more than a friend. I love you more than you can imagine'.

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Tae wasn't aware of how his little yet surprising secret wasn't only his anymore. There was someone else too who heard him that night.

Seoul to Busan was not a short drive but almost 5 hours long. Hobi drove effortlessly on his own. Jimin had no idea about the little surprise they all planned for him until he woke up to the place he loves most.

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