eleven missed calls ; pjm

參 ; my friends think

i'm weak for not moving on

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❝hey. do you ever get asked about how long we dated? 'cause i do. i get asked that shit all the time. it's as if the amount of time we spent together has anything to do with how hard i fell for you. they say that because we didn't even date for a year, it doesn't make sense that i'm this heartbroken. what the fuck? why does that shit matter? i've dated others longer than i dated you but i never felt this shit. i never felt this fucking broken. baby, you have no idea how much i want to die. i drown myself in liquor every single day but nothing makes me feel better. i can't even sleep with anyone without thinking about you. it hurts. please talk to me. i miss you so muᅳ❞