Junkyu Pov
I look at Mashiho who was running as fast as he can from here, my heart feels so sick when I saw Jihoon hug him earlier.he's mine and will still be mine
"Why did you hit me, I thought you did not like Mashiho ..??" Jihoon snap loudly, I clenched my hand angrily, rudely pushed Yoonbin and Yedam who'd been holding my body.
"I love him ... I love Mashiho...enough .!!! I replied, Jihoon was silent staring at me.
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"took you long enough" he sigh "run after him if you really love him .." said Jihoon lowered his voice."Without you told me that..I would chase him..because he's mine" I said while turn around and ran after Mashiho.where is he .. where is my Mashiho. almost desperate chasing him, my eyes caught a glimpse of Mashiho, who was walking slowly back facing me, quickly I jogging toward him, and without thinking about anything I immediately put my arms around his waist, hugging him from behind, Mashiho seemed shock because he was stop immediately."Don't leave... I'm sorry .." I whisper in his ear, Mashiho remain silent."Please don't go ....." I said while tightened my arms."When the door closes, you can not open it .." he said softly, his voice trembling, I know he was fighting back his tears."no.. you can open it .. " I replied softly.Mashiho took off my hands gently, then turned to face me."Kyu..I'm not him, Do not come after me for him..don't force yourself.." I could see his eyes reddened, he want to cry again, I know it, and its hurt me because I the cause of it."You're not ... you are Mashiho.. not NoA" I said desperately.".. I'm sorry, I did not realize this sooner, you are always with me, comfort me, kiss me, hug me and love me.. those acts not NoA's anymore .. "I said quietly. Mashiho smile weakly at me and shook his head."It's too late Kyu .. our relationship is over .. we're will never be back again as before..I already told you, we can't meet again.... you know when I see your face, my heart so sick remember how much you hurt me..I've forgotten about you.. so .. please, go and don't come back to me..times will heal..just like us..just leave b-because I-I h-hate you.." I froze to hear his words and silently watching him leave me, My heart broke like in million pieces, the sharp pain stabbed inside me.Its hurt.. he hate me...?? .. too late...??? time will heal..?? don't meet again..??NO....Why you do this to me...Don't leave me...I am sorry.. I was wrong before...Please just once.. forgive me..my heart ached, I could not breathe, I could not help myself anymore.. What should I do..?? and for the first time I've cried.
TBCI am back.. don't hate me because I leave you like forever...I am just finish my Thesis On 071019. wish me good luck All Dear.
