A Story about a Girl Who Was Thrown Out of her Home by Her Family and Is forced to Live The stripper life with Her Two Kids and Struggles to Make a Living and Find love at the Same Time
But the Question is Will she Make it out the Easy way or t...
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Freshly waking up well atleast 2 hours in After last night when I just had got home from partying with my girls to come back to shower get cleaned up just to drive off to the local church. I needed someone to talk to besides friends, family or Lil D well he wouldn't talk to me even if I wanted him to . The pastor had some warming words for everything I said but I held back majority of the things I wanted to say due to the circumstances I was in . A phrase he told me to remember was "god puts you in uncomfortable situations to make you move from the circumstances you are in that no longer serves you to anotherthat will . For the better and the strength you gained from the last situation will be used in the new " .
I thanked him and cried so much today was the day I say goodbye to the baby in my stomachI called my doctor in between all the drama to see if I still could. she Told me yes and if Iwait any longer this baby will be with me forever . But since she isnt authorized to tell me anything furtherI called the abortion department to make sure of course it was but the choice was up to me to fall Through .
I knew I had to or my two babies will suffer including myself it would be different if it was just me but it isn't. Lil D has money but I told myself don't depend on no man after stacy . Look how that turned out . I'm currently laying in bed between my two babies princess and prince knocked out sleep still for them to he so small they sleep as Long as me.
I been dressed dressed and did all hygiene quietly so I didn't wake anyone up my abortion was scheduled at 10:00 AM which was perfect just in case I needed to cook for my kids and tend to prince since he was sick . Also in case I needed to smoke a blunt. this is something I needed to be high for and had a few drinks but with driving drinking wasn't gone be a good idea . I haven't smoked in months so I'll do all of that afterwards.
*ring ring *
My phone went off looking over to see Hollywood pop up on the Screen .
I mentally rolled my eyes feeling my heart drop into my stomach forgetting that I had to tell him I'm the second female that I know of . Having an abortion and that he changed his plans of moving.
Letting it ring once more I ignored it but since my babies were sleeping I Answered getting off the bed into the bathroom closing the door .
