A Story about a Girl Who Was Thrown Out of her Home by Her Family and Is forced to Live The stripper life with Her Two Kids and Struggles to Make a Living and Find love at the Same Time
But the Question is Will she Make it out the Easy way or t...
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Sitting in My Car a block away From Saye'rionna's House Where She Used to Live At . I'm posted in a Car in a secluded area Where Nobody Can really See Me Posted by some big Ass Tree near a Alleyway . But From My Eye sight I can see The front Door Of The house On who's going in and Who's Going out . I Have Hopes of Seeing Her Come to the House soon instead I seen The Twins Plus Her Mom . While I waited I Had music Playing loud enough for me to hear as I sparked a Blunt .
I Had Post to Be In Love By Kevin Gates Playing .
As I Inhaled The smoke , I Exhaled The Memories . The more I smoked Inhaled The Pain I felt in my Chest get Heavyier the funny part about all of this Bullshit I had good intentions of getting out of Jail and doing Right By My kids including my Posed to Wife to be . But that got fucked up because I forgot I Can't Erase it and I can't make Someone Give me a chance after Constant Abuse , lying , mostly creeping Around on Her .
I guess you can say my time in Jail gave me time to think and reflect not saying I'm a full changed man Because I end up repeating the same mistake . But what was I supposed to do ? Let her leave town with all I had Left Was my kids , my mom was On drugs and My family abandoned Me to a different country that I don't Know where . So deep down I figured if I make her scared to leave she never would.
It took Awhile Because she Was Trying her hardest to make it work which I knew in my Heart was Wrong . Then It All got to a point I was getting Tired Of her Being Around and did more foul shit so I get why she hates me .
Unfortunately She did Leave atleast emotionally then physically when I Went to Jail ... That I Know Of.
Biggest Mistake I ever Made I loved Her but I just didn't show it or Knew How to give forreal or Return it because Nobody Ever Showed me It Either besides Saye'rionna she always told me she Understood because Her Mother never Showed her Love Either . . What I did When I met Her Was from what I seen My Pops do before He Died . Atleast before Mom's Got tired of His shit and Killed Him some say by Accident but I don't know he did alot to Her .
All into a Nutshell she was fucking with Lil D behind My back and Heard a few Others but like i said to myself in Mexico that they stupidly sent me to. " If I Can't Have her , nobody Will . " I'll give her a chance to choose when I Find Her to be with me or To die Period .
