Chanyeol's P.O.V
There he's standing. He looks very happy now huh? To think that he's different from the others , I was so dumb. They are all the same.
As he keep coming closer I try to hide myself with the banner in front of the shop but unfortunately I'm too tall that it could only hide 3/4 of my body. For once , why am I too tall? Oh shit , he's in front of me! I wanna die already!!!
"Excuse me , may I ask-"
Oh no , he's here. What should I do? I can't face him , not with this face. He will think I'm pathetic , I'm not going to let him see me in this state.
"Sorry fo the wait yeo-"
Baekhyun stopped at his track as soon as he met Jaechan's gaze. He's looking at him with pure hatred. I never seen Baekhyun get mad like this. It's been awhile since he got so angry.
"It's you Jaechan?"
"Who are you? Wait , aren't you..."
"Go away. Don't come near my shop anymore! How dare you hurt Chanyeol. You don't deserve him! You should be thankful he's there when you are in trouble but instead you push him away saying he's useless and dumb. He's precious , you know it very well don't you? But instead you hurt him. How many times do you think he suffered?"
Jaechan avoid Baekhyun's eyes. Somehow I could see Jaechan's eyes slightly tearing up.
"I know but...I can't love him. I really can't. He's just a friend in my eyes , not more than that. I don't hate him but I don't love him either. I don't want to ruin our relationship when he confessed so I accept him thinking I could love him , but after these past few years I really can't."
After all these past few years , he actually view me as a friend? So all the kissing and hugs was a lie? The 'I love you' was a lie? The love he gave me was also a lie. My entire life is a lie? Without realizing it , I was tearing up. I choked from the tears. And then my eyes met with his. Ah , it hurts so much.
"C-Cha-"
"J-Jaechan , I-I'm sorry...I'm a terrible f-friend. I'm not a good friend for not considering your feelings. I-I , I'm sorry."
"No Chanyeol , I'm the one who should apologize. I should have tell you soon but I can't because I'm a coward. I just can't break our friendship. You are a precious person for me. I really cherish our friendship , I was too afraid that you will be distancing away from me and I don't want that to happen. Instead , I hurt your feelings."
"Jaechan..."
I tear up and hug him.
"I won't be selfish anymore! Let's become friend! I promise I won't view you as a man anymore! And who is this?"
I asked when I met the shorter girl eyes
"Oh she's Kim Yeonmi my girlfriend."
"Nice to meet you , take care of Jaechan okay? He's an important person for me. I hope you guys are happy together. I'm happy for you guys."
Chanyeol genuinely said
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"You know what Baek?"
"I don't know , why?"
"I feel slightly better now that I know the reason Jaechan break up with me. Thinking back I should have notice that the relationship aren't working out. Jaechan must have a hard time. I must be a burden to him."
I sighed looking at the drinks in front of me. Baekhyun brought me to a restaurant for lunch. He could just eat at his own café but he insists to go to this one.
"The past is past Yeol. You need to focus on the present so you won't miss out anything special."
I nodded at Baekhyun's wise words.
"Baek, do you think someone would like me? I mean in a romantic way? I'm just thinking that I'm not attractive enough. Look at everyone I've dated before , every single one of them keep leaving. Am I not good enough? I don't know anymore Baek , I really am clueless. Maybe I was fated to be single."
"Hey don't be too negative. Look Yeol , maybe you will meet someone that truly loves you. Yeol I know you very well and I know you are very kind and generous. You are also a hard-working guy. Not to to mention that you are good looking too. Yeol , everything about you is attractive. Don't be sad over those thoughts Yeol , you are attractive just the way you are."
Baekhyun comfort me. He hugged me and say that it's okay and tell me how important I'm to him. It made me feel slightly better , Baekhyun is a great friend for me. He always support me on everything I do. I'm really thankful that I met him in my life.
"Thanks Baek , you really are the best friend ever"
Baekhyun's P.O.V
*Crack*
I could feel my heart breaking. I like Chanyeol for a very long time since we were kids. I didn't want our friendship to be ruined so I keep it to myself , but it hurts to see him happy with another guy. I wish I'm the one who made him smile and laugh. If only he knows...
"Let's drink already your boba tea is gonna melt at this rate you know."
"Oh right , hehe."
He sipped on his boba while I drink mine. Chanyeol is a very attractive guy , I just don't understand why every guy he dated leave him. I would be happy and grateful to have someone like Chanyeol to be with me. He's a full package - kind , attractive, good at listening , good-looking , smart , funny and most important is that he always care for you.
"Baek , Baek?"
Chanyeol wave his hands in front of me making me snapped out of my thoughts.
"Oh sorry I was spacing out. What is it Yeol?"
"The food we ordered are arrive. Let's eat before it's cold."
I smiled at him and start digging into my food.
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Hehe , I tried to make it longer. Yeah Baekhyun likes Chanyeol , must be tough being friendzone. I'm sorry that I haven't been active because my final is coming. Next month I will have my finals and next year I will be having Checkpoint which is a very important exam for me. Also thank you for reading/voting my book! 🥰 thank you
