I thought I could never love(VEGETAxBULMA) reader

The fight

Bulmas pov:
A large yawn comes from my mouth I'm finally tired and could be able to sleep I put down my pencil and walk to my room and hit the bed I was out like a light for at least 5 hours what has to be good even though my sleep schedule is wak. but while I was lying in bed I had a dream about vegeta. Most of its muffled but we were in a wooded area could've been a forest and I was hurt and vegeta was by my side helping my wounds from what I have no clue and then he looked at me and we kissed it almost felt real and then I woke up. I turned my head to see vegeta what was he doing here  still trying to get out of my dream he frowned and spoke "just letting you know we are not friends and we won't ever be your friend, I feel nothing for you" I look at him and start laughing "I see your back to your old ways" but that laugh becomes a quiet cry I try not to let him hear little did he know I started to care for him and you know if no one was around he was, I look up and he starts shaking his head almost like he was trying to snap out of it or just saw something  freighting he clenches his fists and walks away slamming the door my eyebrows furrow at the thought of him clenching his fist and shaking his head  why was he doing that.

    Vegetas pov:
    During training I couldn't get my mind off of bulma that was the only thing I could think about not trying to protect myself our trying to surpass kakorot just the woman the god damn woman and I almost got myself killed because of me thinking about her everything about her I enjoyed her smile her laugh her hair the way her eyes flicker when she's happy,sad,mad she is what you would call beautiful but I have to get her out of my mind to be better then that kakorot so I have to put things to a end that made me cringe awkwardly.  it would be tough but I would have to avoid the woman I made my way to bulmas bedroom and instead of waking the earthling I watched her she again was peaceful but I couldn't stop looking at her face her body everything about her was perfect a new feeling arrived I was getting a feeling I never felt before I was regretting wanting to end anything with her- no enough you need to you will never become a super sayian and you can't train if you don't then I see her eyes move she says "vegeta" my eyes widen in curiousity what was she dreaming about. I swear I was just sitting there watching with these new feelings and battling with myself about what to do with her. Her eyes slowly open I quickly shift my body and  become more serious. You can't do this, make up a excuse, you feel for her now no going back, no do it you have to because she's weighing you down do it "just letting you know we are not friends and I won't ever be your friend I feel nothing for you" why would you do that she begins to laugh what why is she laughing then she lets out " I see your back to your old ways" but I can hear her laugh transition to a cry but she was holding back the cry as if I couldn't wouldn't hear. you were only thinking of your self, selfish bastard, she has been through so much and you made it worse these thoughts wearnt just talking they were screaming it was to much, I clench my fists and walk out I needed to cool off before I broke something. It was also around 7 so I was ravenous and I new the woman wouldn't make anything so I attempted to make some instant Raman but it was a failure that was the ONLY thing I was not good at but I must blame my failure on me thinking about that damn woman that's the only thing I can thing about, I have seemed to cool off but I could still freak out on someone or punch something. I was searching frantically through the kitchen cabinets I was growing hungrier and hungrier by the minute I began to become impatient trying everything for me not to march into bulmas bedroom and command her to make me food, I attempt the Raman again but this time reading the directions, okay so add water, put in the microwave for 60 seconds, let it sit. As soon as the microwave beeped I took it out and jugged it frantically it had hard bits and was scorching hot but I didn't care I made at least seven more after that. After I finished off the last cup I walked down the hall to my bedroom but first peeking in bulmas room my jaw clenched as I saw her I was so angry at myself I took a deep breath out and walked into my bedroom.

Bulmas pov:
I jolted up as I heard the microwave beep this was weird because only vegetas home and I'm not a light sleeper I peek my head out the door, I can visibly see the kitchen from my room. My eyes widen as I see vegeta m making r Raman I rubbed my eyes as if it were a dream. I watched as the light hit the creasing of his muscles in the perfect way and how h.. handsome he was my eyes flicker at him not wanting to look away wait Bulma you have feelings for Vegeta my eyes widen even more at that I can't believe what I just thought but it was true everytime I see him now he makes me smile he warms me even by just looking at me - then I remember about what he said earlier about how we would never be friends my head slumps down as I silently let out a sigh and walk back into my bedroom I grab a book trying to distract myself from the fight and everything and taking a much needed break off work. After about 30 mins I hear footsteps walking towards my door I quickly put my book down and turn to my right so he can't see me. The door opens why the hell is he checking on me I hear him take a deep breath and walk out what was that about of course my mind runs off with itself and my book is no longer even a thing in my mind it's vegeta and what his feelings could be and mine and how he checked on me or at least I think that's what he was doing. I really wish I was with him right now. I drop my book on the floor " shit" I let out.

Vegetas pov:
As I lye in bed I can't seem to find sleep I'm just staring at the ceiling once again just thinking about bulma and how I wanted to apologize, no I'm not you would look weak, yes you are you were being selfish, no your not god dammit your no- BANG my head shoots over at the door I quickly run into bulmas room realizing I'm only in my boxers but if she was in need I had to be there I run across the hallway to bulmas room I swung open the door. She slowly looks up as she picks up her fallen book, her eyes scale me up and down and looks around "what" she shakes her head my eyes widen as my mouth drops "HOW DARE YOU WORRY ME*cough you wake me HOW DARE YOU WAKE ME I THOUGHT YOU WERE IN DANGER" her eyes scale the room and she sucks her teeth "ALL I DID WAS DROP MY BOOK YOU DONT EVEN COME IN HERE TO APOLOGIZE OR ASK ME HOW IM DOING INTEAD I GET A I DONT WANNA BE all these feelings bubbling FRIENDS LIKE WHAT THE HELL shes so intoxicating YOUR SUCH A STUPID SELFISH JERK I need to do something about this now "YOU HEAR ME YOU JER- I bring her close to me and bear hug her as I feel the wetness of her tears she cry's so much. I should be the one crying you know how bad I had to fight the urge to kiss her "I'm sorry bulma I know your going through a lot right now and I didn't really" I wined my head out of anger and lie through my teeth "I didn't know how too help you" I pause "I thought you needed space" then I hear her muffle "that's the last thing I needed" as she looked up at me eyes wet with tears "it was the last thing I wanted" she reaches for my face and leans in close I can feel her breath on my lips my pulse began to quicken and.....

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