Regrets

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Ari's pov:
I woke up and stretched. What time is it? I sat up and got dizzy... Ughh my head hurts.... I noticed y/n wasnt in bed. I got up and walked to the bathroom.

*after a shower & other bathroom things*

I got dressed and walked downstairs to see Y/n on the couch. "Morning babe." I said. "Morning." She said all dry. I walked over and tried to kiss her but she moved. "What's your problem?" I asked. "Nothing... I'm going out." She said getting up. She grabbed her jacket and keys. "I'll see ya later." She said. "See ya later." I said.... She left without kissing me.

Y/n's pov:
I know I shouldnt be mad at Ari because she was drunk but they always say the truth comes out with you're under the influence. I hopped in my car and drove to our old house. Once there, I parked and went inside.

"Wassup stinky butt." Jacob said. "Sup, where's mama?" I asked. "Out back with the girls." He said. I rolled my eyes at the thought of seeing Brooklyn's disrespectful ass.

I walked out back and Madison ran to me. "Hey mini me." I said hugging her. "Hiiii." She said smiling. "Where's Ari?" She asked. "She wasnt feeling good sooo she stood home." I said lying to her. "Ohh okay." She said. "What you doing here hun?" My mom asked. "I wanna talk to you." I said. "Okay.." She said. "Madison, Mama will be back inna second, Ima talk to her for a few." I said. "Okay." She said smiling. My mom and I walked into the house and sat on the couch.

*after telling her everything*

"Oh wow.." Was all she said. "Well I think you need to talk to her about it love." She said. "No what you need to do is tell her you dont wanna be with someone who feels like they threw their life away." Jacob said. "I wanna be with Ari bro. I married her. I love her. I will ALWAYS love her." I said. "Go home and talk to her..." My mom said. I sighed. "I guess you're right." I said. "Thanks mama." I said smiling.

I went to leave but Brooklyn grabbed my hand. "Im sorry.." She said. "I didnt mean it... I will never do it again." She said. I pulled her in for a hug and she started to cry. "I forgive you Brooklyn but I was hurt..." I said. "I know and Im truly sorry... sorry for calling you a bitch, sorry for having a guy over without permission. Im sorry." She said. "You're forgiven just dont let it happen again." I said. "I wont." She said.

After saying goodbye to everyone, I drove back home to Ari.

Ari's pov:
I was watching tv when the door opened. "Babyyy!!!" Y/n yelled. "Living room!" I yelled back. I honestly didnt wanna talk to her for the shit she pulled earlier but maybe she's in a better mood. "Can we talk?" She asked. "Yeah I guess." I said. "You okay?" She asked. "No but I wanna know what's bothering you." I said. "Okay... last night you got drunk..." She said. "I know. I honestly regret that, Ive had a headache all day." I said.

"Can I finish?" She asked. "Oh yeah... continue." I said. "Okay... well I had to force you out the club and when we got home, you called me Taya..." She said. I looked at her with a confused look. "I said no Im y/n... You then proceeded to ask me.. and I quote "Why did I get married"... I said "what" and then you said "She's amazing but im only 27... I threw my life away." She said.

"I was hurt Ari... really fucking hurt.. but I helped you in bed and cuddled you until you fell asleep. I couldnt fucking sleep because of that shit. I felt like crying after you told me that and Yes you were drunk as fuck last night but they always say that the truth comes out when you have liquor in your system." She said. "Is that why you were angry this morning?" I asked. "Yeah.. and I apologize for that because I shouldnt have treated you like that first thing when you get up." She said. "So my question to you is... do you feel like that?" She asked.

Y/n's pov:
   "I dont know..." She said. "What?" I asked. "I dont know what to say.... I just..." She said. "Ari if you feel like you threw ya life away tell me now. Dont fucking lead me on. We can get a divorce and move on." I said frustrated. "I dont want a divorce. I wanna be with you." She said. "Ari you wanna be with me but you're saying you threw ya life away...." I said.

"I know... I dont fucking know what to say." She said. "Do you wanna be with me? Yes or no?" I asked. "Yes of course. I love you." She said. "So why did you say that?" I asked. "I dont fucking know y/n... Im sorryy... i didnt fucking mean it." She said almost in tears. I pulled her onto my lap and held her close. "Im sorry babe i truly am. I really am. I didnt mean any other that. I truly dont know why I said it. I don't regret marriage. I don't regret marrying you. I fucking love you and I will ALWAYS love you." She said. "I forgive you Ari and if you do ever feel like that, tell me while sober. Tell me even if it fucking hurts." I said. "I promise that I will...." She said.

"I love you." She said. "I love you too." I said looking at her. We stood looking at each other for a while. "Where's my kiss for earlier?" She asked making me laugh. I leaned in and kissed her lips softly. She kissed me back then pulled away. "Im truly sorry my love." She said. "I forgive you." I said.

Ari's pov: *time passes*
I sat there watching the tv but I was truly lost. My mind was still on the situation with y/n... how could I say something like that? Did I mean it? NO! No i didnt! I wanna be with Y/n. She's the love of my life. She makes me smile, she's amazing, she's beautiful, she's everything I want in a person & has everything I want in a relationship. I dont regret marrying her. But I do regret saying that stuff to her although I don't remember it....

After a while, y/n went to bed because she has work in the morning. I decided to stay up for a bit and call Taya.

FaceTime with Taya:
Taya🤪: Hey boo
Ari🤪: Heyy..
Taya🤪: Whats wrong?
Ari🤪: I dont know if Y/n told you...
Taya🤪: that you said you regret marrying her?
Ari🤪: Yeahh...
Taya🤪: Do you?
Ari🤪: Hell no. She's my everything.
Taya🤪: I think you were just confused. You probably feel like marriage is gonna be hard thats why you said it. Did you apologize?
Ari🤪: Yeah...
Taya🤪: Okay good. Now go lay down with her and cuddle her
Ari🤪: Okay.. goodnight sis
Taya🤪: Goodnight Ari.
End of Facetime

I walked upstairs and walked into the bedroom. Y/n was already sleep. I put my phone down and got into bed. She turned over and laid her head on my chest. "Goodnight babygirl." She said. "Goodnight my love." I said.

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