yuta is very friendly. always initiating skinship. always in contact with others. sicheng, his boyfriend, doesn't like that.
WARNING: this book contains A LOT of graphic scenes. if you are not comfortable with that, i do not recommend reading this...
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translation: they, them
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taeil knew yuta was head over heals for sicheng. yet he doesn't hesitate to try to get all over him.
most people would call him mean, disgusting, and maybe even call him a slut. but he didn't care. he cared about yuta deeply. so deeply that he would do anything for him, anything to be beside him.
taeil knew yuta longer than sicheng did. but why did yuta fall so quickly for sicheng? why didn't he get the butterfly feeling when he saw taeil? how come taeil never gave yuta that feeling?
taeil never understood. taeil hated being ignored by the one he loves. but so did sicheng.
so different, but so alike.
little did they know that both of them would do anything for the person they love.
little did they know that both have committed crimes for the person they love.
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sicheng silently sat in darkness of his room that night. he held his knees close to his chest and rocked himself back and forth.
he was slowly losing it. he felt sick but he didn't have a fever. he felt like his world world was slowly falling apart.
he knew mark and jungwoo were watching him. he could feel their sad eyes burning through his skull. "GET OUT OF MY HEAD!" sicheng cried while looking around.
even though he got rid of those in the way of his relationship, he felt like the gap between his relationship grew more.
he knew he had to get rid of more people. 'that's why the gap is growing' he thought. he knew the gap was growing quick because of the people around yuta.
he smiled to himself as he stood up and waddled over to his desk. he grabbed his diary and a pen and began writing the list. there he listed, in chronological order, of who should leave.
of course, he left the best for last.
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the next day passed by slowly. sicheng kept on tapping his foot against the floor. he was waiting for lunch to come around to start his plan.
"-ngie. sichengie!" sicheng snapped out of his trance to see jaehyun waving his hand in front of his face. "the lunch bell rung, you doofus."
jaehyun grabbed sicheng's hand and dragged him towards the cafeteria. sicheng was sweating and looking around to see if they were here. to see if they were watching him.
when he didn't see them, he ran faster than jaehyun to get to yuta. taeil was, as always, talking to yuta. sicheng sat next to yuta and smiled at him. yuta smiled back.
sicheng looked around the table and spotted the person he was looking for. he smiled to himself.
"hey taeyong, can i talk to you for a second?"
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short yet lengthy.
i saw the rose on sunday and i've been crying since.
