yuta is very friendly. always initiating skinship. always in contact with others. sicheng, his boyfriend, doesn't like that.
WARNING: this book contains A LOT of graphic scenes. if you are not comfortable with that, i do not recommend reading this...
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translation: continue, proceed
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sicheng sat in the darkness of his home. the only light coming from the television screen.
we are still on the search for high school students: mark lee, jungwoo kim, taeyong lee, and doyoung kim. it has been three months since the first student, mark lee, has been missing. there are no leads as to where the students could have gone.
sicheng kept a straight face while flipping through different news channels. they all brought the same news on his missing "friends". sicheng honestly forgot where he has left mark's body. as for the rest, he was almost certain that they wouldn't be found anytime soon.
turning off the tv, sicheng stood up from his new couch. it's been about a month since he threatened jaehyun. it's been a month since he last killed someone.
no, sicheng didn't go to therapy. sicheng started to look at things differently. yuta wasn't the same since the searches started. all yuta would talk about would be new updates from the searches.
"they found a foot print in the woods today!"
"i think they are getting close to find them!"
"nothing new today. but we can still watch the news together!"
sicheng hated it. sicheng was being eaten alive by guilt. yuta wasn't the same, jaehyun kept quiet, even lucas couldn't even look at pizza anymore.
taeil, however, stood by yuta's side. to a point where sicheng didn't even flinch anymore whenever taeil brushed against yuta by accident. this amused taeil a lot. not only has taeil hugged yuta in front of sicheng without getting a reaction, but he has also kissed the corner of yuta's lip in front of the chinese boy.
sicheng walked over to the kitchen and picked up an oatmeal cookie. he stared out the window and sighed. he missed jaehyun. he missed yuta. hell, he even miss jungwoo.
sicheng missed the rush.
sicheng missed the adrenaline running though his veins as he commuted murder. as messed up as it is, he longed for that rush once more.
sighing he threw the wrapper away and walked up the stairs to his room. it was dark in there too, but sicheng could still manage his way around. sitting down at his desk, he opened his notebook and flipped to the page where he wrote down his list. he gently brushed his fingers along the page and smiled.
one. mark lee - stomp x suffocation two. jungwoo kim - carving three. taeyong lee - tetrodotoxin four. doyoung kim - tetrodotoxin x suffocation five. jaemin na - ???
jaemin? sicheng was confused. why was jaemin next? isn't jaemin that freshman kid that hands around with eye smile and mini lucas?
sicheng stood up and circled his room a few times. is it because jaemin looked up to yuta as a soccer player? jaemin always cheered yuta on at his games. the thought of that being the reason made sicheng laugh.
