I sit in silence
not knowing what to do
People expect things from me
but at the end
you should stop
wake up
eat
sleep
I sit in silence
not knowing what to do
I saw something out the window
it was new, never seen it before
People expect more things from me
I dont know what to give them
might as well try a little bit
wake up
eat
sleep
I sit in silence
not knowing what to do
I saw something out the window
its new never seen it before
it was pretty
uniquely weird though
people expect more from me
i wasnt sure what to give
but i did my best
wake up
eat
sleep
I sit in silence
not knowing what to do
I saw something out the window
it seems a little bit closer
it looks deformed
not as light as I thought it to be
people expect a lot from me
I wasn't ready for that
but I gave them their happiness
wake up
eat
sleep
i sit in silence
not knowing what to do
i saw something out my window
it got closer
it looked darker bigger
it gave me an uneasy feeling
people expect too much from me
I wanted to do it
I couldn't
I gave up
wake up
eat
sleep
I sat in silence
I didn't know what to do
there was something out my window
I got closer
it was pitch black
huge felt like it was taking all my oxygen
I couldn't breathe
my heart was racing
I was sweating
I was crying
people gave up on me
I broke down
I had stopped working
no more me
no more expectations
at least I found out what it was
a mixture
of anxiety & depression
eat
wake up
sleep
my life was no longer in order
I can't go back
I sit in silence
the only thing you heard was
me exhaling and inhaling
crying
in the darkest corner
as it ate upon me
swallowing me
killing me
how do i get rid of it?
it is thirsty for my tears
it feeds on my sadness
so ill hid my tear
shit it bit me
it knows how to get what it wants
-k.v.
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death and life
Poetry||free verse poetry|| Things between death and life. Like happiness, sadness, new friendship, losing friends, heartbreaks. Most of them are based on my feelings. A lot of them are random.
