A Bad Habit to Break

My Fault

2015.9.29

Kakao Talk

Hwang Joon Hyuk:

Happy Last Day of Chuseok, Kouren!

Park Kouren:

=(

Hwang Joon Hyuk:

O? What's with the sad face?

Iniisip mo ba kyung tungkol sa nangyari sa akin?

That's fine.

I'm alright now. Nagpapahinga na ako dito sa bahay.

Mas okay nang dito ako magpagaling kesa sa hospital.

You know, just to avoid this thing being known by everybody.

Park Kouren:

Kasalanan ko 'to lahat.

You don't need to greet me a happy Chuseok kung puro pasa ka naman at puro benda.

Hwang Joon Hyuk:

No, don't blame yourself.

Kung hindi ako nagpakakampante, hindi ka sana maa-ambush ng sasaengs dahil sa akin. I've been irresponsible.

Park Kouren:

Wala namang may gustong mangyari 'yun sa ating dalawa.

Pero mali rin naman yung ginawa ni Karin Kyojin sa'yo.

Hindi na dapat siya nangialam pa.

We're already finished.

Hwang Joon Hyuk:

Kaya niya lang naman ginawa yun kasi nag-alala din siya sa'yo.

He blamed me for not taking good care of you.

He broke up with you to protect you but it seems I can't do my job to protect you as well.

Park Kouren:

I don't need any protection from you or even from my ex.

I'm fine as is =)

Sadyang may mga bagay lang na hindi natin magawang i-control.

Hwang Joon Hyuk:

Still I'm sorry for being irresponsible.

Park Kouren:

Don't even say sorry kasi wala ka namang kasalanan.

I should be the one to say sorry.

It's my fault.

Hwang Joon Hyuk:

Tama na nga.

Wag na tayong masyadong magsisihan.

Kanina pa tayo paulit-ulit e lol.

Park Kouren:

Yeah, you're right.

Well kung ayaw mong magsorry sa'yo, when can I visit you there?

Hwang Joon Hyuk:

Siguro bukas pwede na.

Pupunta rin ang mga taga-GTS.

Are you going to be okay with that?

Park Kouren:

Sure.

Siguro nga mas maganda kung hindi lang ako mag-isa dun.

Hwang Joon Hyuk:

Why? Are you worried that I may take advantage of you?

No, lol. I respect you as a friend and as a woman.

Park Kouren:

Loko ka. Hindi naman ganun yun noh!

Syempre alam mo na, parang feeling ko magiging awkward yun.

Hwang Joon Hyuk:

Lol, are you going to make things awkward?

Park Kouren:

Hala, hindi kaya.

Oo na, basta bukas pupunta ako dyan.

Pauunahin ko na lang 'yung mga taga-GTS.

Hwang Joon Hyuk:

Sure.

Hey, maiba ako.

I thought you're gonna be busy for the whole Chuseok season?

Park Kouren:

Nag-back out muna ako sa quartet band dahil dito. Yun na rin ang sinabi sa akin ni Appa.

Hwang Joon Hyuk:

Sorry, it must be because of me.

Park Kouren:

Oh akala ko ba okay na tayo sa kaka-sorry na yan? HAHAHA.

Don't worry, I think this'll be fine.

Kailangan ko munang magpahinga and to take things slow for a while.

Hwang Joon Hyuk:

Was it too much of a hassle for you?

Park Kouren:

To be honest, oo.

I was too busy making myself busy to keep me going. I had so much to think before that I should get off my mind. Like moving on from my first heartbreak.

Pero ganun talaga :P

If we don't come to experience those things, it won't make us stronger.

Hwang Joon Hyuk:

Sabi nga nila, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

Park Kouren:

I agree.

Hwang Joon Hyuk:

Oo nga pala, since you're going to visit tomorrow, there's something I need to tell you.

Park Kouren:

Oh, okay. Sure.