bonded by omega

chapter 5

Oakley

Nolan's pov

He was naked. He was naked and in Oakley's house staring at me. Did i mention he naked

"I thought you were sick" his voice sending shivers down my spine.

"I am" i say and fake a cough.

"You expect me to believe that's real, you a werewolf you don't get sick Nolan."him saying my name made this 10 times harder.

"But i'm an omega, i'm weak remember" I hiss and squint my eyes. I have always been weaker and they made sure I would never forget that.

"Are you really gonna talk to you alpha like that. But just because your an omega doesn't make you human."

I froze in my seat, I know my heart rate picked up and he could tell.

"T-that was f-f-fast" i was trying to keep my eyes off his body which was really hard because well he again was naked and only 5 feet away from me.

"Yea.. you know what happened after" he got really close to my face. His scent was overwhelming and if was becoming hard to suppress my whimpers. I nod my head yes not being able to do anything else.

"I smelt my mate, and he wasn't there. So I had to leave my pack and go find him instead of just calling him on the stage and declaring him as their Luna." my eyes went wide, he wanted this, he wanted me. I was his mate and the packs Luna, but the pack hated me there is no way that they would be okay with this.

"Y-your n-not rejecting m-m-me" with everything in my head right now that is all I could manage to say.

"Nolan . I think your a pain in the ass who distance himself from us because he can't handle the thought of being abandoned again. But i will never reject you that would be stupid and foolish and would be frowned upon by the pack elders." I can't tell if he was trying to be sweet or just get his point across.

I scoff "the pack wouldn't care they hate me. They hated me before I could even walk" they would truly have no problem with it, they probably would be happy because they would have an actual excuse to kick me out for good.

"Hey ass hat none of us hate you. You were always separating yourself from us, we always assumed you didn't want to be here and you thought you were to good or us" i felt offend, how was that possible. They talked about me, looked at me, made me feel like an outsider.

"All the wipers, weird looks, all the woman gossiping about me. What am I supposed to do when ever i walk outside that's all i receive" I could feel my emotions getting the best of me. This can't happen not right now.

" your an omega Nolan. You are different, and your sensitive we have all seen the panic attacks they just didn't know how to act around you. They were scared of making you upset again." he didn't understand. Everything that they did made it worse and just made me a ticking time bomb. 18 years they had 18 years to try and 'figure' out a way to act around me. 

"I'm like this because i was allowed to distance myself. It's not my fault. You don't blame this on my emotions because with the help i could have been fixed!" i'm crying. Shit i didn't want to cry

"I'm broken. And it's too late for me to be fixed" a hand grabs my chin forcing me to look up. Then hands cup my cheeks and i'm pulled into a kiss. It was a soft kiss one that ended way to soon, it somehow made me slow my breathing and focus on Dylan. my mate

"You are not broken. You are perfect the way you even if you are a little hermit. I am the alpha of this pack and you are my mate. You are the Luna and you will be a damned good one i can sense that." he says looking me straight in the eyes. I couldn't muster up any words, he has never said anything like this to me and it was weird, but I liked it. I liked him treating me like this, with love.

I broke the stare by placing another kiss on his lips. This one was fueled by the lust have been feeling since i  found out he was my mate. he slide his tough aroused my lip asking for entrance and I wasn't going to say no. I lay down on the couch not taking my lips off his, he follows my movements and leans into me. our tongs fight for dominance he wins immediately and i let him. I am pulled back into reality when his member brushes against me leg. I push him away panting my lips swollen for the sloppy kiss.

'I-i'm n-n-not ready f-for that y-yet" i say even though my body is telling me to let him do whatever he wants to me.

"I know N and i'm not going to push." he says getting up and offering me his hand. I take it and get up off the couch and straighten myself up. He starts walking towards the door, I whine not wanting him to leave.

"Come on pup, i'm sure the pack would like to meet their Luna" he say giggling

"I'm older than you' i say

I'm a Luna i repeat in my head. This is my life now