Midnight Thoughts

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I already typed a perfect start for this story earlier this day, but it got deleted, because I'm stupid sometimes. But here we go. So since the beginning didn't go as planned, I'll do it completely different this time. I know, it wouldn't turn out the same way, cause I'm not in the same mood I was this morning.

To explain this story a sittle I'm basically just gonna share some thoughts and opinions I have on certain topics. I hope you don't mind my grammar mistakes, since English isn't my mothertongue there are gonna be quite some. I decided to write in English anyways, since I often think and talk to myself in English. No joke.

Whenever I share my opinion I am Aware that there is mre than one side to every story, so feel free to share yours as well. I'd love to read them in the comments.

Okay, I'm really hungry now, so I gotta go. I really just wanted to publish this story, cause I wanted to do it for a while, but wasn't brave enough to. You know this thought, when you really want to do something but your brain tells you ''You're never going to be able to do it. You're gonna fail. People are going to make fun of you.'' To the last aspect I can say, that in the past that one would have been something to hold myself back from doing it, cause I was so terrified of what others might think of what I do and who I am. I am working on trying to not care and on a lot of days it works. But even if I pretend to not care all the time, I actually still do sometimes. I just try to push it at the back of my mind and force myself to do it anyways. I know the chances I'm gonna regret not doing something are so much higher than regreting to have done something, but haven't it turn out the way I would want it to. Did that even make sense? I hope so. In fact, my takeaway from this is just a daily reminder on TRYING. Everything we do is someting we can learn from. What we don't do is what holds us back from developing and becoming a better person.

See.. that's how it Always is with me. I wanted to go 5 minutes ago and just type a short introduction, but ended up writing a whole paragraph about something. But that's actually a perfect example of what you'll get in this story: My sometimes confusing thoughts. I'm still hungry, so I'm actually gonna go no. Bye. And by the way thanks to everyone who just read this. I mean it!