Insecure [Tom Holland]

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by Lunar_Mars_

by Lunar_Mars_

WARNING: I am not saying that these things about a woman are ugly, I'm using my insecurities as examples in this story, tbh there's a lot I hate about my body. :'( but ANYWAY continue~
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Me and Tom have been dating for 6 months. Tom has never really seen me naked and I never anything too show-ie. At most I wear a cropped top, but when I do, I tie a hoodie around my waist, so that nobody can see my body.

Tom invited Haz to come over for a swim today and I agreed. Harrison just got here and I'm in Tom and I's shares bedroom while Harrison and Tom were chatting downstairs. I told them I would be down in a bit and just had to change into your bikini. But in reality I was starring at my fat, ugly body in the full-length mirror.

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looked in disgust at my ugly body starring back at me. I was already changed but I wanted to make sure I looked okay first. God, what was I thinking?! Hot tears pored down my face. I look ridiculous! My thighs are big, you can see my stretch marks, my hair is messy, my lips are too small, my eyes are too boring- I continued to shame myself and I didn't notice Tom sneak into the room. "Baby?" He croaked. I quickly turned away from him and wiped my tears. "Yes Tom?" You tried your best to smile. "Baby have you been crying?! What's wrong?" Tears formed in your eyes again. What if he gets mad? What if he hates my body too?! What if he notices my body and leaves me? What if- "Baby?" He cooed softly, opening his arms for you to hug him. You ran into his arm and buried your face in the crook of his neck. You cried silently while he just held you, gently rocking you back and forth whispering sweet nothings into your ear and peppering kisses on your head.

After you calmed down, you released yourself from Tom's grasp and you looked down at your feet. "Baby?" Tom cooed again. You didn't respond and kept your head down. "Baby what's wrong?" He said softly. You finally looked up. You saw him looking at your body. You shot your arms up to cover your chest and stomach. Tom let out an audible sigh. "Baby is that wall all of this is about?" He said, taking your hands in his. You looked down again and nodded silently. Tom pulled you into a hug. " Baby your perfect. To me, your the most beautiful, kind, unique and strong girl I've ever met." He said sweetly. You looked up at him. "Did I mention that your beautiful?" He said, winking at you. You giggled at his adorableness. "And don't let anyone tell you differently." He said in a serious tone. You smiled at him. "Thank you Tom" You said.

"OI! WHAT TAKING YOU TWO SO LONG?!" You heard Haz yell through the door. You and Tom looked at each other, smiling and rolling your eyes at your best friend. "YOU TWO BETTER NOT BE FU-" You and Tom cut him off. "Coming!" You and Tom burst out laughing and joined Harrison downstairs.

Tom and Haz were messing around in the pool, splashing each other and making goofy faces at one another. You giggled at them. Eventually, you went inside to get a drink of water but the boys were whispering and giggling at you through the window. You knew something was up but you ignored it, thinking they were just being boys. But as you walked out, a pair of arms lifted you up and tossed you into the pool, only to be caught by a very amused Tom. You were drenched sad they caught you off guard. "HAZ! TOM! WHAT THE HELL?!!" The two of them laughed their asses off. You rolled your eyes, trying not to smile. "How did I get so damn lucky?" You thought. "Because I asked you out!" Tom said back. " Oh. Did I say that out loud?" You asked, giggling at you own stupidity. "Yep." Haz said, canon-balling into the pool, soaking both you and Tom.

// Hey! So I hope you liked my first imagine! I kinda sucks but whatever. So I know the ending was kinda irrelevant but eh. I kinda just wanted to add that in. Please comment what you thought about it, it would mean a lot! But whoever is actually reading this, thanks for checking out my book! \\