why me?

numero ocho {both pov}

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"well..." hyunjin said look at jisung. jisung answered with a 'what do you mean look'. "what the fuck did he say?!" hyunjin said annoyed at this point.

"ohhhh...." jisung said with a worried look on his face as he looked down at his phone

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lee know😬: im sorry... 

Han🥰: mm...

lee know😬: thats it... thats all i get 

Han🥰:  yes. and dont you even get me started on why... oh and you have no right to think that your bitch ass deserves more than that GOD.. your not worth my time   

lee know😬: okay okay your right im sorry i really am i shouldn't have ignored you like that.. i just... i.. umm..

Han🥰: ok.. s-s-s-spit it out lee know 

lee know😬: i didn't know you were gay 

Han🥰: yes i am and i didnt think it was such a big deal but clearly it is

Han🥰: ohhhhhh... ur homophobic. wOw... why did you even bother texting my back then  

lee know😬: no no im not homophobic 

Han🥰: then what the hell is it. im starting to get annoyed and ngl im over this convo already

lee know😬: okay okay... let me explain 

Han🥰: go right ahead 

lee know😬: so... Im not homophobic but.... my parents are and to be 100% honest i never really think about it but when i do i just shake it off because ive only ever really had feelings for a boy excepted once which was a really traumatic experience but Han i think i have started to develop feelings for you and i thought that you hated me sense when we first started talking i was being a actual creep but then you said i was cute and that you were gay and i kind of jus freaked out and i havent just been ghosting you but ive been ghosting everyone including my friends because i was scared that i would accidentally mention me having feelings for you.

Han🥰: oh... um...

Han🥰: i wasn't expecting that..

lee know😬:sorry  

Han🥰: no dont be sorry.. i should be sorry for calling you names, saying stuff about you and assuming you just didnt want to talk to me anymore before knowing the whole story.

lee know😬: of course i want to talk to you i just panicked 

Han🥰: i understand 

lee know😬: hey...

Han🥰: yeah

lee know😬: can we just like restart this whole thing 

Han🥰:that sounds nice

lee know😬: okay...

lee know😬:hey 

Han🥰:hey 

lee know😬: what do you look like?...

Han🥰: nice try... 

lee know😬: come on please 

Han🥰: nope

lee know😬: but you promised me...

Han🥰:what do you mean 

Han🥰: I didnt promise anything ;)

lee know😬:huh..

Han🥰:(we restated remember)

lee know😬: ohh... oHH... OHHH..you little shit i see what you did 

lee know😬: but... please

Han🥰: nO

 lee know😬: whyyyyyy

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