Interactions (bjyx)

Special Yibo's 5th Anniversary

Note : Special Yibo's 5th anniversary. Established relationship!

Xiaozhan had always known, his lover was a strong and mature man. Despite being younger by six years from him, Xiaozhan would never say that Yibo was a kid or an immature boy, unless for the sake of teasing this younger brother of his.

Once though, because of his own fear and selfishness, he labelled the man as an immature kid. A boy who didn't know what he really desired, a boy who couldn't differentiate between a brotherly love and a partner love.

"Yibo, you need to think about this more. Maybe what you feel is not what you really think it is. You are still young, it's normal to mistook your feeling,"

That day, Xiaozhan stood up in front of his younger brother, eyes filled with a feeling of lost. Wang Yibo, head hanging down, his bangs covered half of his face, also stood in front of his Gege. The man's arm was clutching Xiaozhan's hand, holding it hard, never wanted to release it

"Lao Wang.." Xiaozhan was begging, hoping his younger brother to respond him. The man was afraid, afraid that Yibo would hate him. The one he loved most turned to hate him, he couldn't handle that.

"Zhan Ge..." A small whisper came from Yibo's mouth.

"Yes? Come on, talk to me Lao Wang. Don't be like this.." Xiaozhan's free arm tried to touch Yibo's hand on his arm.

"Xiaozhan..."

"Xiaozhan..." The small whispers continued. Xiaozhan grew more worried.

"Wang Yibo!" The man shouted.

Then Yibo suddenly lifted his head, his eyes stared deeply into Xiaozhan's. There were tears, yet rather than sadness, Xiaozhan could only see anger, and disappointment. The intense feelings inside those eyes made his heart ached. How he wanted to replace those feelings with happiness, yet he didn't dare to.

"Zhen Ge.. I know you're older than me, I know you got much more experience than me, I know that I'm younger than you by six years. I know, and I acknowledge it. But my age can't determine my mind, my maturity. I've been struggling for years, Zhan Ge. I've start to force myself to become more mature since years ago. I debuted first, Ge." The man said slowly. There was no angry shouting, only a calm answer that hurt Xiaozhan more.

"Zhan Ge, I expected better from you. You are one of the person who really understand me. But turns out, it was wrong," A bitter smile appeared.

Yibo harshly retracted his arm from Xiaozhan's hands. He walked away, passing his older brother who was still in shock of what happened.

After that, the broken bridge stayed unresolved for more than a month. Xiaozhan deeply regretted that days. For weeks they didn't communicate, and it effected their daily activities. Xiaozhan had heard Yibo often came to work like a zombie, with dark circle and pale face for days. Xiaozhan himself always felt uncomfortable in his working time, resulting on a few mistakes he felt ashamed of.

They got to fix their problem when Yubin finally got enough of their cold war. He had also talked with Shijie, she had adviced him a lot of things to fix their relationships. He finally became aware of his stupidity. He was the one who was older, but what was this attitude? Such a shame!

When Yubin decided to lock him and Yibo in his (yubin) hotel room, Xiaozhan didn't waste the chance to apologize to his younger brother. He admitted that he was immature, that he was wrong. And he finally answered the question Yibo asked with the opposite answer.

"I like you too,"

"Let me kiss you, Ge"

And Yibo's lips quickly swallowed Xiaozhan's own. Kissing it deeply, tasting the slight chocolate taste inside Xiaozhan's mouth.