Reader x your crush (oneshots)

Pain 💀(any! reader x female crush)

(this is the hanahaki Au)

This chapter was inspired by the very talented 'itsdakotah' on youtube, please go check out her channel and give her some support! This is most likely going to be a song fiction so i'll tell you when to listen to the song (although you don't have to listen to me lmao). And i want to make this clear i am not, i repeat, I AM NOT TAKING CREDIT FOR THE SONG! thank you now then

Let's begin~

(any! reader x female crush)
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Warnings: graphic imagery (i guess), mentions of coughing up blood, cussing, death (soz)

Your POV

Patient : (Y/N)

Age: (Y/A)

Diagnoses: The 'Hanahaki disease'

-The Hanahaki Disease is born from one sided love .The Hanahaki Disease has the victim coughing up bloody flower petals because the disease takes place in the lungs. This disease is also typically quite rare.

Treatment:

Surgery ☐

Wait until patients 'crush' reciprocates said feelings or until patient dies ☐

-If the patient choses to have the surgery they will be cured but the feelings for that person disappear. This typically causes internal conflict for the patient but this is the least problematic way of being cured, if surgery goes well.

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I didn't think it would ever come to this but here i am, on a hospital bed with tubes filled with IV drips coming out of me.

The saying "Where there is love there is pain" never really made sense to me...until now. What made my situation even worse was the fact that this disease is rare. I know there's no way i'll be able to pay for the surgery and i don't want to lose what i feel for her so i guess...

Treatment:

Surgery ☐

Wait until patients 'crush' reciprocates said feelings or until patient dies ☑️

-If the patient choses to have the surgery they will be cured but the feelings for that person disappear. This typically causes internal conflict for the patient but this is the least problematic way of being cured, if surgery goes well.

If only i could tell her...I know what i'll do.

(play song now! song lyrics = bold italics thoughts = normal)

This one sided love isn't really ideal

My heart just had to fall for the wrong person didn't it, it just had to be her.

it's starting to hurt how much i feel,

the flowers are blooming,

faster and faster each day.       

I think my record now is at least 3 whole flower in a day...heh...hurts like a bitch to speak though.

The love is unrequited,

and i'm not getting them removed,

'cause i'm not risking losing,

everything i feel for you