Short Stories

Shine

 How can I say this easily. I-I've liked you for a very long time. This probably won't change anything considering it me. What am I thinking? They definitely won't like me back.. This is ridiculous.

Nothing will change. They kinda remind me of a tree deeply rooted in the ground since you're so goddamn stubborn all the time. But you look perfect, like a flower that's made to challenge all beauty. I don't want them to change for anyone or anything. I just hope that they can see how special they are.

I never told anyone, not even my closest friends that i like you. I'm not planning on letting anyone know. Even when I see other people they will never compare to you. Nothing will ever compare to you. I just want the courage to confess to you but i'm afraid. I'm afraid of everything, I'm a coward and a fool.

I'm a loser who is in love with you're smile, you're face, you're everything. You probably just think I'm a nuisance who should just leave you alone. I'm an outsider to you. It's sad that you probably think that while you are the only person I need in this world. I only need you.

Okay I can do this... All I need to do is say that I liked you since forever. God why cant I just say a simple thing to you. I feel so defeated and lonely. Almost like a defeated child. The only thing I can hope for is that you don't date anyone else. Please don't like anyone else.

Don't do the things that make my heart hurt. Don't make it crumble into tiny pieces. I am way too much for you, it's not in a good way either. More in a horrible way. My heart feels so empty while my head feels like it's bursting. But it doesn't feel like a headache. When did my heart start feeling like this towards you. Why you out of all people?

Whenever I see you it gives me strength. Whenever You talk to me even if it's for a stupid favor it gives me strength. Anything that involves you and me gives me strength. The sky is shining like you. You're like the sun but it never sets. It will always be you and only you in my heart. I want to walk, talk, and just be around you but I probably don't deserve it considering you're too beautiful for me.

                                                 I'm gonna shine in front of you're love.