America is having a hard life and no one can help him. Hes scared to talk, to move, and to do anything afraid of what people would think, say, do, or want from him. His only escape is music, and his childhood friend... Who would help this broken sou...
America was never always a introvert he was once a extrovert. How did he become like this? Well when he was 5 exactly 5 he got kidnapped. He parents were worried about him as well as his brother Canada who happened to be 2 at the time. All America remember is being taken, getting stabbed by something sharp, and then the hospital room. As it truns out or what people think happened is that America was kidnapped to be a lab rat for this liquid thing. It made America's eyes weird. His left eye was black and had a star in it which was white. His right eye was blue and had a red star.
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America soon opened his eyes at the hospital and he parents thought it was weird. They hated how their son was weird. They tried to leave him at the hospital but failed. They try to give him up for adoption but no one would take a freak like him.
America has been abandoned since the incident. It didn't help that his parents UK and France had two other children to try to get ride of him. They treated him like nothing. America wasn't a person to his family.
It didn't help that America had social anxiety and was gay. His parents were homophobic and thought that America just did his panic attacks in public to get attention and said that he could stop whenever he wanted to.
His brother Canada tried to help him through the tough things. Like when there parents yell at him, Canada offers his shoulder to cry on, or a person to talk to him. America would barely take these offers but when he did he would use a lot of time. Canada also helped America through his panic attacks.
In present day America is 15 it been 10 years since everything happened. He was about to trun 16 soon to. America always wore a sweater to cover his arms. You see the day where his parents would yell at him. America would dig his nails into his left arm.
And to his right arm he would bite it. The only things that would kinda make America stop was what was on his wrists. On his left wrist he always wore a bracelet with his flag and his childhood friends flag on it. That his childhood friend gave him. And on his right he wore a Panic! at the Disco bracelet, a yellow bracelet that his New Zealand and Australia gave him, a white bracelet that says "Im not Okay" from My Chemical Romance, and A Rainbow one that his friend SK gave him when SK brought him to the Pride Parade.
These bracelets he always wore due that it helped him get through the tough 10 years of his life. America was on his bed crying again. His parents yelled at him again... This time America took the blame. He took the blame of his two younger brothers. There parents send his siblings to there rooms and it was just him and them.
They yelled and slapped him. America just nodded and left after there yelling was done. America went to his room and put his headphones on and put on a Playlist that always helped him clam down, and then cried his eyes out. Then his phone rang to say he got a new message. It was his childhood friend who texted him. America signed and wiped his tears.
Drunk Baster: hey stars you ok? Your brother told me he heard you and your parents arguing again.
McDonald's Man: Ya im fine I just took and fall for my 11 year old brothers
Drunk Baster: You sure you good comrade?
McDonald's man: Ya im positive you drunky
Drunk Baster: Ay! Im not a drunky! I can control my alcohol! Thank you very much!
McDonald's man: ya ya what ever you say drunky
America smiled at the last text his friend set. America got his phone from his brother. And America didnt really know how he got friends number.
But im the author i can tell you how America got the phone number
So what happened was America got a text message from a number he didnt know, America lookes at the text, it said
???: yo is this America's number?
This gave America chills but none or less America answered
America: depends whos asking?
???: a childhood friend? If we are even still friends
America: u still remember me? How? Why!?
???: I guess you just left your mark on me, plus you did leave without telling me only fair
America: it wasn't by choice you know that I wanted to tell you but I couldn't Im sorry
???: nah its fine but glad to talk again stars
America: ya definitely but how did you even get this number?
???: my brother he had your brother's number and what Ukraine said that we would get a long he said you name was America and I so happene to remember that name Stars
America: cool but my brother never told me he has a guys number >=[
???: well get use to it you know yonger brothers keep secrets all the time
America: ya and I bet you look different then what you use to look like uh?
???: way different but you probably look different to dont you?
America: you shall are correct buster
???: hahaha very funny but I got to go text you later stars?
America: ya see text you later strips if you even still have stripes
America was happy that he texted a old childhood friend and got to chat America saved the number under childhood friend and from that day on the told eachother everything!
Well since I told you something you have to do something for me now. Which to continue reading this book thank you.
Uh thanks for reading the first chapter my dudes Word count 1024
Quick note social anxiety is a type of anxiety where you get panic attacks when your in a large group of people you dont know. If you are with friends tho the panic attacks sometimes wont happen.
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