I'm currently sitting on the sand *facing the beach* and eating a snacks.
I badly want to just stare at the sun as it fades.
I saw on my peripheral vision that someone sat beside me... I look at that person... It's HARDIN!!!!
"would you mind if I witness the sunset with you?" he asks shyly
"u-uh n-no " I stutter and he smiled at me then look towards the sun
.... takes a while before he speaks again
"do you like Harold?" he asks while still looking at the sun
"w-what? No!" I said
"okay, you said it" he says as if he's not satisfied with my answer.
...... the sun is now already halfway to disappear....
"Soo beautiful" he said while looking at my eyes
"u-um yeah" I said as if he's pertaining to the sunset...
Our eyes locked..... He's looking at me and I began to feel awkward.
*heart beats fassstttt*
he is slowly going close to me and I don't know what to do!!!!!
My mind wants to pull off but my heart doesn't want to.....
As he's just an inch away from me he stares at my lips then gulps.
And I'm just stuck here waiting something to happen like wtf
I'm overthinking again and I didn't know that his lips are now kissing me!!! He moves his lips towards mine and I RESPONDED on his actions!!
I closed my eyes and feel his lips on mine and all I want for now is to live in this fuckin' moment.
As our lips parted, catching our breath
"I Like You" he says while still close to me.
My hearts pounding faster as we are looking at each other.
I don't know what will be my respond.
I look at the other direction and....
I stood up and as I'm about to leave he holds my wrist and faced me with his beautiful eyes.
"I know you feel the same way, why don't you just admit it" he says
"w-what? How sure are you with that?" I says while he still holding my wrist.
"So what was that earlier? the kiss?"
his face are kinda annoyed.
"what about that? You're the one who kissed me" I says.
"And you responded unlike the way you did when Harold kissed you" him.
I gulped "please just let me go" and let out a deep breath.
He let go of my wrist and leave, his face looks disappointed and l feel bad on what l said. And yeah I'm here standing like a statue.
*I don't know what is my feelings for him all I know is that I feel nervous when he's around me and my heart is 'racing' when looks at me that way
omg does this mean I also have feelings for him?!!! Nooo wayyyy....
As my mind turns back on its own I get inside the house and I found them watching a movie marathon with Andy's grandpa since it's already dark.
But Hardin is not there... *I wonder where is he* they're so serious watching it and they didn't notice me.
So I just headed to the kitchen to drink a water and I found granny doing our dinner so I just helped her since I'm not doing anything *also to get distracted from what happened earlier *.
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AFRAID to CATCH FEELS
RomanceI never had a boyfriend since then... my reason is I don't want to urged things and I didn't see myself being on a relationship *it sucks* Then unexpectedly, two guys enter my life and ruined it at the same time. I didn't expect this is going...
