"Rosiebelle!" my nanny nanay is calling me.
"Bakit po nanay?" I ran to her. She's old na and I see some white strands on her hair and her skin is kulubot na.
"Naku ikaw talagang bata ka! tignan mo ang dungis mo na" then she wipe my face using baby wipes. She always scolding me whenever I play outside.
"Pumunta ka kay rita at sabihin mo paliguan ka na" I just nod and went upstairs. Ate rita is my second nanny na anak ni nanny nanay.
"Ryan di ba sabi ko asikasuhin mo yan!" I heard my dad shout. It is my first time to hear my father shouting. I ran towards my daddy's study room, may kausap sya sa phone
"I dont have time anymore! you know what my situation is!" he said while facing at the window, my daddy looks sad.
"Asikasuhin mo na yan habang may oras pa ako, gusto ko ok na ang lahat bago ko iwan si rosie" he said in tone voice
Iwan ako?
Iiwan ako ni daddy?
Why am I a bad girl?
"Daddy..." I open the door and his eyes widened.
My tear fell down "Daddy bakit mo ako iiwan? Dahil ba Im different from other kids? Dahil ba bad girl ako? why daddy?" I cry
"No sweetie please listen to daddy" he slowly walks towards me
"No please stop, dont go near me" I said and step backward. "Now I know, you are just like mom iiwan mo din ako because Im different" I wipe my tears and run.
"Rosie!" I heard them calling my name but I dont mind. I just run and run and run
Daddy *sniff* Im sorry *sniff* Im different
"Im sorry sir but there is no cure for your daughter" the doctor said
"But doc I can do anything for my daughter! Money is not a problem!" my daddy plead
"Im really sorry sir"
"Tignan nyo yung bata oh! alien ba sya?" then suddenly may lumapit sa akin na mga batang palaboy
"Hoy bata saang planeta ka galing? HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!" tanong nung isang bata.
"Stay away youre different from us ewww" my classmate sandra told me
"Ewwwwwwww yuck!" they said in chorus
They all look at me like I am the most disgusting thing they've ever seen. No one wants to be my friend. No one loves me except from my daddy
Daddy Im so sorry...
"ABNORMAL! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! TIGNAN NIYO SIYA ALIEN SYA!" at dinuro duro ako ng mga bata. Daddy help me
I just cry, I miss my daddy. "HOY!" a boy came towards us "Takbo! Ayan yung anak ng mamamatay tao!" sabi ng mga bata at umalis na. Im used to it, lagi akong binubully ng mga bad kids sa dati kong school.
"Ayos ka lang ba?" I heard him ask and I look at him. Who is he? Palaboy ba sya? Pero hindi sya katulad ng mga bad kids kanina, his hair looks messy but clean, his skin is like the color of my skin and he's tall, he looks older than me.
"B-bulag ka?" he asked I just look at him
"Ang ganda ng mga mata mo bata!" he said and I saw him smiling at me. I like him. Gusto ko syang maging kaibigan. I smiled. He appreciate me, my daddy said there are person who will love and appreciate us for who are
"Hindi ka bulag tama ba?" tanong nya and I just sign 'no'
"Bata anong pangalan mo?" I stood up "...R" then I remember what my daddy said "Sweetie dont ever talk to strangers, you will never know if they are bad or nice so be careful" so instead I give him my favorite candy.
The boy wandered "Sala--" then suddenly "Rosie! naku ikaw talagang bata ka! pinagalala mo silang lahat!" Ate rita came with kuya badong "Naku ang dungis mo na! lagot tayo sa daddy mo kapag dumating kang madungis" sabi nya habang pinapagpagan ako
"Teka lang po si--" hinabol kami ng bata but "Hoy batang madungis layuan mo ang alaga ko! ang dumi dumi mo at ang baho mo pa pwe!" sabi ni ate rita. I look at the boy and wave, he's so nice and I want to meet him again
"Yaya Rita" I called her, Im in the back seat while kuya badong, our driver and ate rita is in the driver seat.
"I want to play with him" I said while looking at the window. "Who baby?" Ate rita ask while texting her mother, nanny nanay.
"The boy earlier" then she looked at me "Baby bawal kang makipaglaro sa mga batang hamog, they are dirty and they will bully you" she said. I smiled "He's different yaya, he protected from the real bad kids and he said that my eyes are beautiful!"
she just sighed. "Maybe next time baby" she said "Magpapaalam tayo kay daddy mo kung pwede kang maglaro sa labas"
"Nandito na tayo" kuya badong said. I feel nervous, what if my daddy is mad at me
"Wag kang magalala baby hindi galit si Don Belandro" as if yaya rita can read my mind "You sure nanny ate?" I asked, what if my daddy doesnt love me anymore?
"Rosie always remember na walang magulang ang nakakatiis sa kanyang anak. Your daddy loves you so much" she said while were walking to our garden
I saw dad at the garden sitting while staring at my mom's statue. My daddy look sad because of me, because Im a bad girl
"Daddy..." I called him. I should be punished for making my daddy cry
"Sweetie youre back" he run and then he hugged me tightly. "Sweetie Im very sorry, I will never ever leave you" he said while crying
"Daddy Im sorry too because Im a bad girl" I cried
"Dont say that sweetie si daddy ang bad kasi di ko sinabi yung sakit ko" he said while looking at me directly. He look very sad
"Daddy dont worry when I grow up I will become a doctor! I will treat poor people for free! and I will treat your disease too daddy" I said. I promise that I will become a doctor to help poor people and daddy
"I will wait for that" then my daddy smiles and pat my head
"Just promise me sweetie dont do that again ok? You make us worry Rosiebelle" daddy said and carry me
"Yes daddy Im very sorry talaga" then I lay my head on his shoulder and hug him tightly
*yawn*
"Daddy can I go to sleep Im very sleepy" I said while yawning
"Yes sweetie lets go yo your room" he said
"You can rest now sweetie" then he lay me down to my bed and kisses my forehead
"I love you daddy" I said I feel sleepy
"I love you more sweetie"
