Through It All

Chapter 5

" LADYYYYYYYYYY  " I Heard My Name Getting Yelled Through The Locker Room
And It Sounded Like Katt I Think .. 2 Secs Later Katt Finally Makes It To Where I'm At " You Got A Private Dance Request In Room 3 " She Said To Me That Kinda
Made Me Raise My Eyebrows Only My Regulars Request Those And My Regulars Dont Come On Monday's I Hope This Ain't No Weird Ass Nigga Waiting On Me In There Cause S I JUST DANCE None Of That Extra Weird Shit .

" Okay Tell Him Give Me 10 More Mins I'm Almost Done " I Said While Looking In The Mirror Starting To Admiring Myself Damn I'm Fine As Hell . This Older Lady At My School Always Say " Selflove Is The Best Love" Which Is True So I Tend To Show Myself Alllll The Love In The World . Tonight I Was Looking "Sexy Grown" I Had On My Blue Gia Garter Belt Bikini
With My Blue Stilettos To Match Whoever This Is In The Private Room Should Be Truly Grateful Of My Presence Cause A Bitch Look GOOD You Hear Me But It's Time To Go Make This Money I Thought Making My Way Out The Dressing Room And To The Private Room.

Luckily I Don't Have To Get On Stage Tonight Dont Get Me Wrong You Make Good Money Up There But Sometimes I Like To Chill At Work Being The Center Of The Attention Not All That At Times Trust Me I Know . I Stood By The Private Room Door Saying A Quick Prayer Up I Really Hope This Ain't No Weird Ass Old Man That Think He Finna Hump Up All On Me And Shit Lord PLEASE .

I Opened Up The Private Room Door And I Instantly Got Confused He Was The Last Person I Thought To See ... It Was My Ex Will What The Fuck Was He Doing Here ? I Hope He Ain't On No Lifetime Stalker Ex Shit I Don't Have The Time For These Kinda Of Games . I Closed The Door Behind Me
" What Are You Doing Here Will ? " I Asked Him Looking Directly In My Eyes He Said
" Angle You Been On My Mind Heavy I Love You Man And I Cant Live Without You"
Oh Hell No I Know This Nigga Don't Call Hisself Coming In Here Proclaiming His Love For Me Or Some Shit " Will Where Was This Energy A Couple Months Ago ? I'm Sorry I Don't Feel The Same Plus How You Love Me And Can't Accept Everything That Come With Me ? 2+2 Is 4 Not 6 "I Said To Him In A Calm And Manner Tone Trying Not To Sound Harsh Even Through I Was Pissed Off In The Inside .

" What The Fuck You Mean Accept Everything That Come With You ?!?! What I Look Like Having My Lady In The Club Dancing For A Couple Dollars Whats Wrong With Staying At Home And Taking Care Of HOME While I Do All The Hustling "

He Yelled While Walking Up On Me I Chuckled To Myself This Nigga About To Get Me Out Of Character Dammit God I SAID PLEASE ! I Thought To Myself " First Of All Nigga Lower Your Tone And Back The Fuck Back I'm Not The Housewife Type Yeah It's Easier To Spend Up A Nigga Money But It Feels Better Spending My OWN Money Never Needed A Nigga For Shit DING DONG Bitch It's The 21st Central I Don't Even Need A Nigga For Dick They Sell Those Too Now And Another Motherfucking Thing THEM COUPLE DOLLARS I MAKE HERE PAID MY CAR OFF , PAY MY RENT , PAY FOR MY SCHOOLING & EVERYTHING ELSE LAME ASS NIGGA You Know What Just LEAVE ! " This Nigga Just Pissed Me The Fuck Off Then He Just Stood There With The Shit Face " NIGGA BYE " I Yelled He Left The Room Mumbling Some Shit To Hisself After He Left I Stormed Out The Private Room Making My Way To The Bar I Need A Drink Or 6 Shit Got Me Triggered Punk Ass Nigga Aint Even Got Enough Dick To Be Trying Make Me A Motherfucking House Wife Bitch Where They Do That At ANYWAY ? Smh People These Days Be Crazy As Hell .