I never had the chance to do it.
My mind went blank whenever I tried to.
Support...
What a nice thing!
Oh.. how I wish
I could turn back the time.
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But I don't have to waste everything just because of these silly things.
Need to pack up my lunch.
Gotta be late, ha'
Irene is still gorgeous as ever, like an angel, so pure.
I almost slipped from the stairs when her cousin ran behind my back just to keep up with her.
What a sight!
They have been the most popular blood in our academy, it's been generations.
Of course, I never got to get near them. It would be very impossible.
Well, this is not some sort of a cinderella story thing. It's just that, they won't stoop low just to be friends with me.
Right.
Outcast.
A popular type of an outcast.
You see i've been the most hated, most horrible human that ever exist here.
Include that exaggerating part. Because yeah I really, really am.
I ain't that type of a nice person like... Irene of course, I don't hate her, it's just she's the perfect example of my opposite.
Everything I do receives criticisms, well except the teachers, we all know they don't do that.
I'm used to that but I don't know why I still get surprised whenever some stranger just bump hard on me.
Curse them!
Glare. Flip hair. Walk-out. Snap. Stomp. Slap.
I accept and give back.
I never let them win against me.
They may be harsh, mean but hey! I'm the bitch! Will never lose to those rats.
Well, mostly girls do that. Boys rarely notice me.
I ain't that hideous or what. It's just that they are a bit scared to cross paths with me.
My connections always helped me.
I may not be breathing now, if it ain't because of my parents, especially my mom.
Mom is the famous producer of the film industry, she's also an actress for nearly 4 decades.
Obviously, I came from a rich, famous family. A conglomerate.
My dad is a businessman.
They love me. They do.
But that will never be enough.
I'm in my 7th grade now.
They sent me to a co-ed academy.
School year is almost ever.
And yet, I still don't have a single friend here.
I was writing on my desk when our class president posted an announcement that final exams will be exactly 15 days away.
Scratch that.
I needed to go hibernation first.
I was counting down to 4pm when my nerd classmate has accidentally poured a juice on my table, leaving my things wet.
Everybody was shocked and almost all of them laughed afterwards.
"I'm sorry Ye...",
"Just cut the apologies and fix everything back you idiot!", I snapped
She's shaking while wiping my table with her handkerchief and stuttering, " How am I ... uhh..supposed to fix.."
"Think, will you?", I spat and slammed the stupid door leaving everyone in silence.
This has been my routine.
I will never show kindness.
That will never be me.
Ice Princess they say, sure I like that pretty nickname, I can never disagree.
It really surprises me sometimes that keeping that title for myself makes me feel happy and even fulfilling.
My everyday life is not as ideal as it may seem but this is how it makes me different and beautiful.
This life story.
Will I really keep on living like this?
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A/I:
How was the first chapter everyone?
Please bear with the mysterious side of Yeri.
Mistakes are all mine.
Thank you and please keep on reading❤
