When she's awake, when she's asleep

Fake

It's finally morning! She's struggling to get the hell up from her comfy ass bed. She doesn't want to; but she needs to do it. Here is her game plan:

1-Turn off the alarm

2-Ignore it

3-Think very hard about getting up

4-Ignore it

5-Count to three and then actually get the up

6- Get the strength to force fake emotions and expressions out

Now that that's out of the way, she starts to get ready. Against her will cause everyone knows waking up sucks ass. Eh! she deals with it anyway. With that out of the way she heads out to school. The bell rings, so she goes to class sits down and gets ready while the teacher gets into the classroom . She doesn't want to be there. I mean it's school. Who likes it anyway? Not her. She's tired, stressed, anxious and drowning in caffeine, awesome. Now where was she? Oh yes, hating everything around her at the moment, so she does what she's been wanting to do since she "woke" up... sleep or what she calls sleeping. She lowers her head on top of her desk. Slowly but surely she'll know she'll eventually drift to sleep; and that's exactly what happens.

Time? what's that? her perception of time doesn't exist at the moment, that is until a classmate wakes her up. Someone actually dared to wake he up from her slumber. She's glaring hard at that person but forces out a smile anyways. A very fake one. She wants to kill that person and leave that hell hole at once too. However she tries to keep her cool or what's left to it. She already got enough attention for the day. It's all to much for her right now.

Finally her day ends, so the first thing she does other than sprint back home it so curl up in a ball in her bed. Ignoring her responsibilities in the process. Honestly she just needs a break from the whole world right now. Expressing fake emotions to the world was and is exhausted. Time to rest for a bit.