To all the people who caught my melancholic sad heart

II

hey,
I think I'm ready to fall again or maybe I had already fallen.
I love how you treat me like everyone, not any better, but just being there.
I love your complete honesty , whether its crude or not.
I love your cheekiness, it makes my heart jump with excitement, as if it's being fed with a ton of honey.
I love your humour, it heals the deafening hole in my heart.
and
I love how you play hopscotch on my heart, it enables a sudden stop in time to forget all of my worries

But

It frustrates me because I can't get you.
It annoys me because I can't guess you like the others
It confuses me because I don't understand you
It angers me because, I know that ill never be the one you'd fall for
and most importantly,
It saddens me because I'm vulnerable around you

Even so,
I haven't been this excited for a really Long time.
You, just your existence alone drowns my heart in this bittersweet swallow ,
it keeps me falling deeper and deeper into this layer of untouchable universe.

I know that I'll never be up to your standard,
But I'm willing to accept that because hasn't it always been me,
To fall in love with those that I can't have.

Hence, just let me be by your side,
Until you find your absolute happiness in your melancholic sad heart.

To the broken boy I like.