September 7th, 2019

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Expert from Emily's Journal:
"School already sucks...Like almost everyone either ignores me or gets smart. Stupid Juniors. I only have 4 out of my 8 classes with Abby. Speaking of her, she's looking beautiful as always. The way her light blonde hair reflects the light is just amazing, like she's an angel. I still haven't told her that I like her. I haven't told anyone...besides mom. If I tell anyone else, news might get around and I'll be the school lesbian and just have a worse year than last year, but we don't talk about that, not right now. God I wish Abby just knew already, but what if the doesn't care? What if she doesn't like me back? What if she's homophobic and stays away from me after I told her? I just love her and I don't want to NOT be around her at all, I would love to spend my life with her, but I just can't. It's clearly not meant to be, at all. Anyways my bus ride is almost done and if my dad reads what's in this journal, I'll probably not be alive to see tomorrow

Sincerely
E.E.L"

The rest of her day was spend in bed, crying, about how bad life would be if she told anyone about her feelings. She had locked her door and nobody bothered her for the entire night, as nobody even attempted to talk to her at all. After her long fit, she fell asleep, scared Abby somehow already knew

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