Dear You (DISCONTINUED)

CHAPTER 1

It's Finally chapter 1. I'm sorry for any mistakes. Enjoy 😉

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Leah POV

Help!! It's dark here.  I can't see anything, I can't  feel anything. My breath got heavier . Sweat and tears running all over my face. Scared is only thing I could feel.  My body is so weak and paralyzed.  I feel dizzy and everything black.

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I suddenly woke up with heavy breath and sweat all over my face 'huh ... Just another nightmare' I thought.

I look at my phone and now it's only 5 o'clock in the morning. I know it's too soon but I prefer go to shower then back to my nightmare.  I get up and go to my bathroom,i take off all my clothes and see my body in full size mirror.

I look at my shameful body, it's has deep cuts in my right inner thighs. Fresh cuts all over my left wrist big bruise in my shoulder,and big black eyes.  I just look perfectly like zombie,i look my self full of hate and ashamed.

I let out long sigh and continue my morning routine. After take shower I put my clothes,i wear big plain red hoodie and white jeans with black sneakers. I use glasses to cover my eyes. I tie my messy hair and go downstairs for breakfast.

After breakfast I look my phone and now still 6.30 o'clock in the morning (FYI my school is at 8 o'clock). I lock the door and go to the bus station. When my bus arrived I got up and sat in a corner.

I closed my eyes and few minutes I feel the bus stopped. I opened my eyes and got off the bus. I let out long sigh and put on hoodie and wear my earphone.  This gonna be a long in hell. I look down and start enter my school.  I feel everyone look at me and whisper,i hate myself.

I go to my locker and pick up my stuff my first lesson is math, great.  I go to class and sit in the front row. I still look down and quiet,everyone is so loud and second later everyone is so quiet.  Without looking I know what happened, the most wanted and most famous boy in my school entered  the class. Ryan Beaumont with his 2 best mate Michael Cobban and Andrew Fowler.  And my teacher entered the class and start the lesson.

-Skip lunch time-

I'm not a big fan of lunch so I go to my secret place which is forrest behind the school.  I sat down on one of the trees and leaning back. I closed my eyes and try not to remember anything in past.

Why can't I just live normal and be happy.  Why they took everything important in my life?  Why they took my happiness and perfect life.  And why me?  I feel my tears down my face and wipe it immediately. I sigh and go back after hear the school bell ring.  Nothing spesial today and i go home. 

When i arrived at my empty house, i go upstairs and go to my room. I change into comfy one and take my guitar.i love music, i can play guitar and sing enjoying the moment ,well at least sometime. slowly i play my fav song and enjoy it, my mother loves this songs too.

Every single i sang this song i remember her smile, her voice, her love, the way i see  her dead body in front of me with that stab wound at her stomach. And how scared i was,i frozed at my place looking at her empty eyes, i felt my body shaking as i broke down beside her.  I hug her dead body and cried hysterically when my neighbor come and call 911. I snapped out from my thought and fell asleep. 
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Rye pov

Loud music and peoples dancing around , smells of alcohol is very strong and people make out everywhere .  Yeah im in a bar, its kinda my routine with my best mate Mikey and Andy. 

Oh let me introduce myself,  my name is Ryan or Rye I live on my own at a little house my father bought me. I have 1 big bro Robbie and little twins Sammie and Shaun.  My dad is boss at the biggest company in my town and my mom is a doctor so basically  they never really home. So being bad, club, alcohol, and smoking was kinda my distraction.

So here I am at my favorite club with my 2 best mate, we go to the bar and order drink.  "3 vodka please" I say and the bartender nodded. "what happened mate? " ask Andy

"nothing mate just want a little bit of fun"i smirked as a blonde girl flirt and ask me to dance.  So we go to the dance floor and dance.  Mikey and Andy joined with another girl.  Yeah this is my life.

I get up by sound of my alarm.  I go to shower and do my morning routine and change into my clothes. When finish I go downstairs  to breakfast,i lock the door and drive my car to school.

When I arrived I run towards Mikey and Andy.  "you guys go first, I have go to bathroom" I said they nodded and I go to my bathroom.  I'm not really focus so I bumped at someone and he/she is fall.  I look down and she is staring at me.

'who is she?  I never see her, didn't I? She is really pretty with soft brown hair and gorgeous blue eyes and I'm lost in it. I snapped out when she is get up immediately and run.  I chase her and grabs her arm, she flinch and pushed away still looking down. "are you new? " I say and she shook her head.  "what is your name? " and she answer with really little voice almost whisper.  "sorry?"

A/N
SO THAT IS THE FIRST CHAPTER OF MY FIRST STORY.  I KNOW IT'S WEIRD AND CRINGE, IM SORRY ITS HAVE A LOT OF MISTAKES LIKE I'M SAY ENGLISH IA NOT MY FIRST LANGUAGE SO I'M NOT THAT GOOD IN ENGLISH.  BUT I HOPE YOU ENJOY :)