Dear You (DISCONTINUED)

CHAPTER 3

*Self Harm and Cuts warning*

Leah pov

I jumped when I hear car horn behind me. I frown wonder who it is, cause I still in school. My eyes wide when I know who it is, it's Ryan,Ryan Beaumont. I go quickly and hissed in pain when he reach my wrist. He pull me closer to him and I don't dare look at him

"Leah right? " he said. Oh My God hid voice is so soft and like an angel.

I nod and he lift my chin.  My eyes meet his beautiful brown eyes and I melt into it. 

"you have a gorgeous blue eyes ever" he said and I blushed

"th.. thanks" I said.  He drag me into his car.  He grab my wrist and I flinch.

"what happen?" he said worriedly and I just shook my head and try not to cry cuz he still press my wound.

I look in his beautiful brown eyes as he slowly open my sleeve. And I can see his shocked expression ,i can't hold my tears. He lift my wrist carefully and kiss all my wound. It's a little bit pain cause it's a fresh cuts.

"what happened?" he ask after kiss my wrist. I can't say anything,i just look at him with tears rolling down my face with blank face. And he is sigh.

"I wanna ask you on a lunch?  You come? " he ask
"sure" I whispered. He smiled and drove the car.

I enjoy the view and I feel my heart beat faster,my breath get heavier. I can't breath, feel so dizzy and I feel weak. I gasp for air and tears rolling down my face. I can't hear anything. And all bad memories come in second and everything black.

Rye pov

I panicked, what happen to her. Did she get panicked attack or something. I pull over, I try to help her breath but she is to distracted. I feel she start calmed down and fell asleep.

I drive my car to my house. I pick her bridal style and bring her to my room,i put her in my bed and cover him with blanket.  I feel so guilty right now.  It's my fault, it's all my fault.  I lean to kiss her forehead "sorry" I mumbled and went down to make dinner.

Leah pov

I feel that again.  My nightmare haunted me, I'm terrified right now. I can feel tears and sweat rolling down my face.  Dark is the only thing I can see, my heart tighten and shutter,i feel so guilty. 

I wake up screaming and crying. I ran to the bathroom slam and lock the door.  I take my razor in my pocket and scratch my hand hardly.  I let out scream of pain and depressed. My hand are shaking badly and my body trembling.

I scratch all over my wrist make a new wound and open the healing wound in both of my wrist. I break down lean to the bath tub and my blood flows into a pool. My view is blur and my wrist is burning.  I feel numb and desperate.

'why me? Sorry' those words keep repeating in my though.And then I hear someone knock and that sound of angel,Ryan.

Rye pov

I went down to make dinner. Minutes after I heard someone screaming,i panicked and running upstairs to see what happened with Leah.

I open the door still catch the air.  I didn't see Leah on my bedroom,i look at my bathroom,the door is closed and I heard Leah crying and sobbing. I knock and beg Leah to open the door.

"Leah, Leah do you hear me?  Please open the door.  Please it's me Rye, listen to me.  What happened,OPEN THE DOOR PLEASE for me... " I scream and whisper at the last word. No one responded,silent except sobbing from her. "OPEN THE DOOR NOW!!  Or I'm gonna break it" I yell.  OK 1..... 2..... 3.... I kicked the door and shock at the view. Leah the beautiful girl with gorgeous blue eyes break down beside my tub,so fragile,weak,messed up almost pass out. Blood flood around her and tears streaming down her almost closed eyes.

I quickly pick her bridal style and laid her down at my bed,i took washing clothes and clean her blood. I closed her wound and clean her face and I let out painful sigh.

"take a rest" I said. When I wanna go I feel a small and weak hand hold my fingers.  I turn and see her look at ceiling and try to say something.

"S... Stay" she said weakly. I frowned

"No Leah,you need rest and I don't want to disturb you" I said

"no..  Please, s...stay. Do..  Don't leave m.. Me" she whispers sadly but still look at ceiling.

"okay.... Im on the couch" I sigh

"No...  Stay here with me.  Please..." she whimpered.

I shock but lean down beside Leah. I pulled her body close to mine and buried her face in my chest.  I smiled when she snuggled to me,i kiss her forehead and lean down to whisper something. "Take a rest princess" I smiled.