Chapter 12

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We continued to play truth or dare, but some of the others have already left, So me, Zoe, Cynthia, Drayke, Chase, Payton and Anthony were left.
"Who's turn" I asked. "Mine." Anthony said. "Ashley truth or dare?" He asked. "Truth." I said.

"Tell us about your first kiss." He said. I didn't want to talk about it because it was too hard for me, but I knew I had to. "It was with a guy named Alex, he was my brothers best friend once. I was 14 and he was 16, first I liked him a lot, he was popular, attractive guy who I thought was a good person." I stopped for a second and then continued. "We weren't actually dating but we liked each other. He took me on a date to a very beautiful place. It was like a rooftop or something and the view was amazing. We were talking and he was so cute and charming and then he came closer to me, i got so nervous, but he put his hand on my cheek and smiled, I calmed down a little bit and then he kissed me." I stopped.

"Awww that's so cute!" Zoe said. "It's not over yet." I said with a little bit of sadness in my voice. " we were so cute together, everyone was saying that we were a golden couple. But once he invited me to his place and when I went to him, he was different, I thought that it was just me overthinking, but then he got really touchy and I told him to stop, but he didn't. He tried to do things, but then out of nowhere Jax came. I still don't know how he found out about that, but I'm so grateful that he did. So that was my tragic story." I finished and then laughed a little bit. They were looking at me as if I was a TV.

"Wow" finally Anthony spoke. "If I ever get to see him, I swear I'm gonna kill him." Payton said angrily. "How could he?!" Cynthia yelled.
"Okay let's continue." I wanted to change the subject.

"So Cynthia, who is the sexiest person here?" I smirked. "Okay, let me think, probably Chase." She said with a smile and everyone went 'ouuuuu'.  "Guys we should probably go to sleep, tomorrow we are going on a city tour." Drayke said. He's right, I'm tired as hell.

We got up and went to our rooms, i was about to enter my room when someone stopped me, it was Chase. "Hey are you okay? What you've told us, was pretty emotional." He said. " yeah I'm fine, I guess." I told him. He was quite for a second and then said. " you loved him." How could he possibly know. "Y-yeah, i did." I said and then he hugged me. Actually I didn't know that a hug was what I needed, but it really helped. We said our goodbyes and went to our rooms.

I couldn't sleep for a while, I was thinking about my past, about Alex and all the things we did. Why would he do that, why? I thought he loved me, because I DID. Okay I really should sleep, so fuck you Alex.

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