Biø ^_^

Tuesday, September 17, 2019

hiiiii! so here's an update on my life: i actually graduated in june and i enrolled in college. i have a job and i recently got in a relationship with a guy who's waited on me for almost a year. we started back in december of last year and we've been talking ever since. well, back in may, i was in a relationship with someone whom i ended up losing my virginity to and i regret it. i was under the influence and i think that's why it was so easy for me to say yes. but two weeks later, i hear from one of my best friends that he cheated on me because he was friends with my best friend's brother and he told my best friend's brother. my best friend's brother told her and she told me and so i called him and asked him if it was true. he admitted it and said it was the stupidest thing he'd ever done. he was my first and i was his first but that was something i could never come back from. and to this day, he still tries to contact me from time to time and sometimes i respond, other times i dont. but the guy i'm currently with knows about it and my past relationships and the pain i've been through with past relationships of cheating.

the guy i'm currently with has honestly proved to me in the best way that he's there for me, even if we're miles apart. i've been in long distance relationships before and they sucked. at first i turned him down quite a few times because i was unsure of what i wanted for myself and i didn't wanna be hurt again. but after him asking and asking constantly for months, i finally said yes to being his girlfriend because he wanted nothing more than for me to be happy. over the course of the 6 months that we were talking, he wanted to prove himself worthy of being with me and showing me that he was different than any other guy i dated before... and he did. and even though we are together now, he never ceases to amaze me and he continues to prove to me that he's different and i absolutely love him for it. he constantly tells me that i'm pure in his eyes and that i'm everything he's ever wanted. he even says that if something was to ever happen and if we ever did go our separate ways, he'd still be there for me and he'd still call me his. a week from tomorrow, we'll be one month and i honestly can't wait to see him face-to-face. <3<3<3<3<3<3